Today I dreamed after many months and the place was my school and I shook hands with my childhood crush (I confessed to her in real life, but she rejected me). I don't know what to feel, I have not talked to anyone from the school but all of them talk to each other. I feel so alone and sad. I even reached out to some people, but they have blocked me. I have this constant urge to meet all of them again. I don't think I will ever grow up from my school phase. All the people I know are from school only. I don't know how to deal with this feeling man. This feeling of loneliness never goes away.
