Every night, I listen to asmr voiced by „wom*n“ where they act like a yandere, tsunedere, bully-ish tomboy or smth (I don’t wank to it tho, I only like the idea. I was bullied by older foids when I was little, I couldn’t enjoy it back then but now I would get a boner, I believe), and then more often than not I‘d like to be completely (sexually, emotionally, physically etc…) dependent on a foid in some sort of inescapable dungeon/basement where my sub5 beta male virgin unhypergamous-looksmatch status is congruent to her low tier beck hierarchy rank, so we would then, of course, have awkward sub5 sex as this is far superior to being a hikikomoricel while this would also give me some sort of social circle (off limited to this foid only, but better than being lonely) making it more intense. Do you guys have similar dreams/ambitions?
