Venting i don't want to take my meds anymore

[lukesxber]

i am diagnosed with bipolar disorder, psychosis, depression and insomnia. and it just sucks.

i feel that i am a guinea pig because the psychiatrist (and yes, i have a foid doctor) keeps changing the meds every like two visits because for some reason, the fucking experts don't know fucking shit. the only med that works for me is trazodone, it literally knocks me out within minutes.

but nothing else has worked, i feel fucking worst. my mood is buried way deeper than hell. i started hating everything and everyone. i don't even talk anymore, even when my family members address me. i don't want to come out of my room. everything sucks.

my meds don't work... even when they promised they will bring me miracles. the "seeking help" campaign is a scam, they will just drone you just to be a useful robot to contribute in this horrendous society. not bring you any solution for your problems

only copes i have are this site, writing fictional stories and my dream of becoming a truck driver

if not of that i will have roped along time ago

 

[racoon4]

psychology is libtards larping, the whole 'science' of psychology is a joke/bullshit

 

[EpsteinTruther41]

stop taking meds theory

 

[senses fail]

the medication you are taking has some crazy side effects. You know what doesn't have a crazy side effect? Leaving you alone and letting you be happy and free. We cant have that in our modern soyciety so they create these fucked up medications so we can take them to alter our minds. We aren't supposed to live like this. Seek true value and happiness away from all of this

 

[RandomBroCel]

psychology is libtards larping, the whole 'science' of psychology is a joke/bullshit

Eh ur not exactly right imo. psychology is interesting. Its the way humans work and act. But to me thats not to me thats just common sense so Not too complicated really for these cunts to get degrees and make shit ton of money of off depressed people.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I requested stimulants since I only desired to have "functional solitude".

 

[CrackingYs]

Are they testing your blood to ensure you're taking the drugs and the drugs are working? Think about it. They don't test anything.

The fucked up thing is psychiatry is NOT a SCIENCE. They don't conduct tests because psychiatry is a pseudoscience like chiropractors and homeopathy. There are no scientific tests that a psychiatrist can give you to see if the drugs are working. They have no fucking idea because their entire field of study is fraudulent and manipulative. All they do is prescribe mind altering drugs that they know 100% will fuck you up, and then they use the side effects as a basis to prescribe more drugs. It's all gigantic fucking Jew scam.

i am diagnosed with bipolar disorder, psychosis, depression and insomnia. and it just sucks.

I was diagnosed with this same combo. But I refused the meds. There was nothing they could do because I wasn't hospitalized.

I recovered just by staying drug/alcohol free, getting a job, exercising, and sleeping normally. That combo worked for me to combat depression, which prevents insomnia & psychosis. Drugs were not the answer.

I don't think bipolar disorder is an actual thing. It's just a loophole that psychiatrists use to get more clients / customers hooked on their drug products.

If you aren't being physically forced to take the jew pills, and aren't in a hospital, then you don't have to take them. You can make up anything you want while talking to a psychiatrist. They have no fucking clue. They have absolutely nothing to go on except what you say and do.

 

[lukesxber]

psychology is libtards larping, the whole 'science' of psychology is a joke/bullshit

i know right? they are basically larpers who give hope where there isn't

 

[lukesxber]

stop taking meds theory

 

[lukesxber]

the medication you are taking has some crazy side effects. You know what doesn't have a crazy side effect? Leaving you alone and letting you be happy and free. We cant have that in our modern soyciety so they create these fucked up medications so we can take them to alter our minds. We aren't supposed to live like this. Seek true value and happiness away from all of this

i am thinking of that, but i am afraid of what symptoms i will get with the withdrawl, but i will believe that it is worth the try

 

[lukesxber]

Eh ur not exactly right imo. psychology is interesting. Its the way humans work and act. But to me thats not to me thats just common sense so Not too complicated really for these cunts to get degrees and make shit ton of money of off depressed people.

you are right, psychology is really interesting. the problem, however, is how they teach it and it's people, i had former friends who are actually studying that subject in university and holy fuck they are the most pretentious fucks ever. they literally believe they are going to save the world or something.

i remember that one of them gave unsolicited advice which was fucking idiotic of their part, they were literally just one semester in and they were spilling bullshit. also the professors of psychology tend to talk shitty pseudoscience propaganda because they don't teach the principle, they teach their opinion of the principles. they jump from a to z without explaining the other letter in between

in conclusion, universities and the health care system are fucking scams

 

[lukesxber]

I requested stimulants since I only desired to have "functional solitude".

stimulation... meaning drugs?

 

[lukesxber]

Are they testing your blood to ensure you're taking the drugs and the drugs are working? Think about it. They don't test anything.

The fucked up thing is psychiatry is NOT a SCIENCE. They don't conduct tests because psychiatry is a pseudoscience like chiropractors and homeopathy. There are no scientific tests that a psychiatrist can give you to see if the drugs are working. They have no fucking idea because their entire field of study is fraudulent and manipulative. All they do is prescribe mind altering drugs that they know 100% will fuck you up, and then they use the side effects as a basis to prescribe more drugs. It's all gigantic fucking Jew scam.


I was diagnosed with this same combo. But I refused the meds. There was nothing they could do because I wasn't hospitalized.

I recovered just by staying drug/alcohol free, getting a job, exercising, and sleeping normally. That combo worked for me to combat depression, which prevents insomnia & psychosis. Drugs were not the answer.

I don't think bipolar disorder is an actual thing. It's just a loophole that psychiatrists use to get more clients / customers hooked on their drug products.

If you aren't being physically forced to take the jew pills, and aren't in a hospital, then you don't have to take them. You can make up anything you want while talking to a psychiatrist. They have no fucking clue. They have absolutely nothing to go on except what you say and do.

i was hospitalized six times already and again, i felt like a guinea pig because they only tested on me instead of helping me. it was a nightmare

and to make my situations worst my grandfoid literally shoves those medications down my throat which urgh... i am just so annoyed

i just want to be normal! to not hate, to not be an ugly manlet, to be able to have great relationships and to just be able to do stuff... i am just fucking done. is this was to much to ask? the universe really like for some people to just suffer

 

[lukesxber]

If you have bipolar/psychosis I wouldn't stop taking your meds, boyo
Although insomnia has caused me psychosis many times but only breifly


Good cocaine is like concentrated god juice
I wish I could get a quality stimulant legally

Opioids are also amazing when you want to relax/mellow out, for stress or for sleeping

yes, i am seeing that and feeling the effects, and i hate it so much

dude i am afraid of opioids, they look addictive, the withdrawal symptoms are hell and i don't want to contribute to the sacklers with this bullshit

but who am i kidding, i am literally a slave of big pharma now, and i just feel degraded

 

[senses fail]

i am thinking of that, but i am afraid of what symptoms i will get with the withdrawl, but i will believe that it is worth the try

I wish I could tell you to cultivate the strength to fight the withdrawals because you are stronger than the medication. But brocel tbh I have avoided all of those in my life so I can’t tell you how hard it could be. I can only wish you the best of luck in whatever decision you make but truthfully I don’t think taking a cocktail of medicines that we don’t fully know the side effects of yet, man made concoctions that alter your state of mind; I don’t think those are good brocel.

 

[lukesxber]

I wish I could tell you to cultivate the strength to fight the withdrawals because you are stronger than the medication. But brocel tbh I have avoided all of those in my life so I can’t tell you how hard it could be. I can only wish you the best of luck in whatever decision you make but truthfully I don’t think taking a cocktail of medicines that we don’t fully know the side effects of yet, man made concoctions that alter your state of mind; I don’t think those are good brocel.

thank you brocel