I don't want to exist anymore

[dr-problematic]

I just don't feel like living, I mean I never asked for it, I've just been thrown into a merciless world and expected to work my whole life to get money and to survive.  

Don't really like anything enough to do it my whole life (except for sports, but thats out of the window forever), I know after a few years or even a few months I'll get bored and start hating whatever i try.
 
So if I keep on living, I'll basically spend my semi-youth preparing my adulthood, and my adulthood preparing the last 5/10 years of my life that I'll probably won't enjoy anyway because I'll be old. When am I actually living in that life? nowhere. I don't want it. I never asked for it. I'm subhuman, no one will ever regret me not existing on this planet.

 

[nausea]

being born=being damned

 

[LurkingIncel]

I understand what you mean, I'm ready to die but strangely can't build up the courage for suicide. Luckily I have many health problems that I'm ignoring in hopes that they will kill me.

 

[mariaimdrunk]

I understand. Life is a gigantic chore with no reprieve.

 

[Deleted member 265]

Go pay some money to sit in the same room with a female "scientist", might be able to provide you a reason to live for.

 

[dr-problematic]

Go pay some money to sit in the same room with a female "scientist", might be able to provide you a reason to live for.

Go be down syndrome negative IQ kid trying to give advice to adults, someone might listen to you.

 

[Weed]

Can't see shit tbh

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Actually this worked