
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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It's weird and it's one of my biggest problems in life.
There's many things I don't want to do or happen. I don't want my parents to die or be sick, I don't want my cat to be sick, I don't want to wageslave etc...
But there aren't things that I want to do. Not interested in women (when not pent-up) since I hate their guts, not interested in reproduction, not interested in having friends, not interested in fame or glory, not interested in riches (well, I'd love money, don't get me wrong, but I'm a realist and I know how hard it is to make money, and I don't want it that badly to actually make my ass do something).
I'm basically a god damn vegetable, an inanimate object sort of drifting through life without rhyme or reason. And I've been this way since I was a kid, I was never really interested in anything or had any goals (well, being a kid I could get distracted by games and shiny new technology, but that fades with age).
I'm existentially bored and aimless.
There's many things I don't want to do or happen. I don't want my parents to die or be sick, I don't want my cat to be sick, I don't want to wageslave etc...
But there aren't things that I want to do. Not interested in women (when not pent-up) since I hate their guts, not interested in reproduction, not interested in having friends, not interested in fame or glory, not interested in riches (well, I'd love money, don't get me wrong, but I'm a realist and I know how hard it is to make money, and I don't want it that badly to actually make my ass do something).
I'm basically a god damn vegetable, an inanimate object sort of drifting through life without rhyme or reason. And I've been this way since I was a kid, I was never really interested in anything or had any goals (well, being a kid I could get distracted by games and shiny new technology, but that fades with age).
I'm existentially bored and aimless.