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Well, I do know why. I am unattractive. It's that simple.
But to think that nearly all humans get to have sex, or have at least had sex a few times albeit very rarely is disheartening. The concept itself feels entirely unrealistic to me, I cannot see myself ever having sex because I have been unable to interact with females during my entire upbringing.
Maybe I would feel different about this if I could have at least had female acquaintances once in my entire life, but no. I haven't had that.
I don't know how much I truly desire it, because in truth, the entire situation fills me with dread. If the incredibly unlikely situation ever happens where I may be able to have sex, I might become a volcel due to the fear.
The thought keeps coming back to me very often. This is something that nearly everyone gets to experience, and I will have to live without it.
But to think that nearly all humans get to have sex, or have at least had sex a few times albeit very rarely is disheartening. The concept itself feels entirely unrealistic to me, I cannot see myself ever having sex because I have been unable to interact with females during my entire upbringing.
Maybe I would feel different about this if I could have at least had female acquaintances once in my entire life, but no. I haven't had that.
I don't know how much I truly desire it, because in truth, the entire situation fills me with dread. If the incredibly unlikely situation ever happens where I may be able to have sex, I might become a volcel due to the fear.
The thought keeps coming back to me very often. This is something that nearly everyone gets to experience, and I will have to live without it.