I mean I would consider myself, lapsed now but that's only been like Seven months, because, I'm angry at God for my bad genetics, and because, I'm extremely unmotived and have terrible social anxiety to do anything, or go anywhere, nevermind Go to church or pray. But I don't think I have ever 100% believed that there was no God, I don't know why maybe, the priests were right, if you're raised very religious, it's actually, Pretty hard to loose your faith completely. Sure, you might live in sin, But I don't think there's anyone who was raised very religious, and completely stopped believing.
Obviously, this doesn't apply to catholics in America who tend to be libreal. Or maybe, it's the fact that I catholic music is one the only things I listen to because, I don't keep up with Normie music nor do I care. Also it might be the Fatima Marian apparation documentaries my parents made me watch.
Obviously, this doesn't apply to catholics in America who tend to be libreal. Or maybe, it's the fact that I catholic music is one the only things I listen to because, I don't keep up with Normie music nor do I care. Also it might be the Fatima Marian apparation documentaries my parents made me watch.
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