Fo4idhater
SlaughterHouse
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- Joined
- Apr 16, 2026
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Man, my mental health has been steadily deteriorating over the last few months. I’m basically just running on autopilot. I don't feel happy doing anything anymore. My copes just serve to kill time now because I don't really get any enjoyment out of them.
Living a completely socially isolated life, being totally deprived of any relationship with a foid because I'm an incel, having been bullied and rejected by everyone my whole life and on top of that, having to deal with all these dark thoughts in my head all alone with no one to vent to but this forum it's just too much for me.
I'm already starting to have frequent suicidal thoughts. If my dad didn't hide the gun, I probably would have blown my head off by now. Maybe I should start taking antidepressants, but I don't know if it would change much; all the scars I've accumulated over my life would still be there regardless.
I just wanted to vent, since this forum is the only way I have to talk to people.
Living a completely socially isolated life, being totally deprived of any relationship with a foid because I'm an incel, having been bullied and rejected by everyone my whole life and on top of that, having to deal with all these dark thoughts in my head all alone with no one to vent to but this forum it's just too much for me.
I'm already starting to have frequent suicidal thoughts. If my dad didn't hide the gun, I probably would have blown my head off by now. Maybe I should start taking antidepressants, but I don't know if it would change much; all the scars I've accumulated over my life would still be there regardless.
I just wanted to vent, since this forum is the only way I have to talk to people.





