Being 32 years old I'm so use to life without friends and a girlfriend that my mind cannot comprehend such things.
I went to my sisters house for the first time in 3 years or so, and there about 20 people there, and I just felt annoyed and bothered the entire time, by having to interact with people. I saw some foids, and although I felt attraction towards few of them, I saw no point to even bother trying to engage with them other than saying hello. They put no effort into talking to me, nobody makes any effort, if you ain't normie, people can tell straight away and they ignore you or don't bother putting any social energy or social effort into you.
I ended up sitting on the couch, pretending to watch TV (I NEVER watch TV) and tried to gather my thoughts, and I just thought to what the fuck am I even doing here, I don't feel any reward of benefit being around people, there is no gain for me. All it does it make me realize that my blackpilled anxieties and blackpilled negative thoughts are 100% accurate and not just some fake thing I've adopted by just spending too much time around blackpilled communities.
I listen to these people talk to each other, and none of them say anything special or unique, it makes me realize these people don't care about quality of conversation or peoples personalities, it is entirely based on social hierarchy and social proof within the groups, if you have minimal social proof and are on lower end of the social hierarchy, copying and pasting what the higher status/proven people say, just doesn't have the same effect or impact on others, normies react to each other based on perceived and comparative status within a group. A high status person can say a joke, and everyone will laugh, a low status person can say the same joke, and everyone will look at each other and feel an awkward cringe.
Seeing other guys with girls doesn't even make me jealous or envious anymore, I can't even do what these guys do on a daily basis, I never learned to have someone else in my life, being by myself all the time, thats what Im use to, when I really think about it logically, even if a foid did 100% of the work and made herself my girlfriend, I would feel annoyed at having to deal with another person in my life and having their own needs and shit, I would have to schedule around another person, it just brings in a lot of shit I have just never had to deal with.
This is why I don't believe selfish people are born that way, I think that your life experience determines your behavior, if you're like me and you've been alone all your life, your natural state of being is going to be selfish, because you have never had to take into account other peoples needs and wants, so by default people like me will come off as being selfish on purpose, but in reality my selfishness has nothing to do with being a bad person, but it does have everything to do with social isolation.
It isn't just selfish people I understand, but I even understand criminals now, criminals who aren't Meeks tier in looks are blacklisted for life by normie society, so they look for alternative methods to earn money. Normies blacklist the criminals, and then when the criminal has no other options but to do more crimes to make a living, then the normie has the audacity to claim the individual must just naturally a bad person. For criminals there are other aspects similar to inceldom, many criminals (who aren't Meeks looks) will be behind in other ways, like education, or experience in real work, and they will be denied and blocked into integrating based on those grounds, so they're forced to forever play catch-up, and most realize it's hopeless to try be normal, as they're so far behind and will never have any kind of normality, so they just go back to crime again, as it's the only reasonable alternative. This issue of criminality starts for almost everyone in their early life, just like inceldom does, it's a problem that happens during prime developmental years that ends up carrying over into adulthood and it never goes away.
The longer you're a criminal, the more likely you're to remain a criminal forever, some applies to being incel, the longer you experience a life of inceldom, the lesser chance you ever have of escaping it. Inceldom is tied into every aspect of an incels life, it is not just 1 part of the life, inceldom impacts every aspect of a individuals life.
I went to my sisters house for the first time in 3 years or so, and there about 20 people there, and I just felt annoyed and bothered the entire time, by having to interact with people. I saw some foids, and although I felt attraction towards few of them, I saw no point to even bother trying to engage with them other than saying hello. They put no effort into talking to me, nobody makes any effort, if you ain't normie, people can tell straight away and they ignore you or don't bother putting any social energy or social effort into you.
I ended up sitting on the couch, pretending to watch TV (I NEVER watch TV) and tried to gather my thoughts, and I just thought to what the fuck am I even doing here, I don't feel any reward of benefit being around people, there is no gain for me. All it does it make me realize that my blackpilled anxieties and blackpilled negative thoughts are 100% accurate and not just some fake thing I've adopted by just spending too much time around blackpilled communities.
I listen to these people talk to each other, and none of them say anything special or unique, it makes me realize these people don't care about quality of conversation or peoples personalities, it is entirely based on social hierarchy and social proof within the groups, if you have minimal social proof and are on lower end of the social hierarchy, copying and pasting what the higher status/proven people say, just doesn't have the same effect or impact on others, normies react to each other based on perceived and comparative status within a group. A high status person can say a joke, and everyone will laugh, a low status person can say the same joke, and everyone will look at each other and feel an awkward cringe.
Seeing other guys with girls doesn't even make me jealous or envious anymore, I can't even do what these guys do on a daily basis, I never learned to have someone else in my life, being by myself all the time, thats what Im use to, when I really think about it logically, even if a foid did 100% of the work and made herself my girlfriend, I would feel annoyed at having to deal with another person in my life and having their own needs and shit, I would have to schedule around another person, it just brings in a lot of shit I have just never had to deal with.
This is why I don't believe selfish people are born that way, I think that your life experience determines your behavior, if you're like me and you've been alone all your life, your natural state of being is going to be selfish, because you have never had to take into account other peoples needs and wants, so by default people like me will come off as being selfish on purpose, but in reality my selfishness has nothing to do with being a bad person, but it does have everything to do with social isolation.
It isn't just selfish people I understand, but I even understand criminals now, criminals who aren't Meeks tier in looks are blacklisted for life by normie society, so they look for alternative methods to earn money. Normies blacklist the criminals, and then when the criminal has no other options but to do more crimes to make a living, then the normie has the audacity to claim the individual must just naturally a bad person. For criminals there are other aspects similar to inceldom, many criminals (who aren't Meeks looks) will be behind in other ways, like education, or experience in real work, and they will be denied and blocked into integrating based on those grounds, so they're forced to forever play catch-up, and most realize it's hopeless to try be normal, as they're so far behind and will never have any kind of normality, so they just go back to crime again, as it's the only reasonable alternative. This issue of criminality starts for almost everyone in their early life, just like inceldom does, it's a problem that happens during prime developmental years that ends up carrying over into adulthood and it never goes away.
The longer you're a criminal, the more likely you're to remain a criminal forever, some applies to being incel, the longer you experience a life of inceldom, the lesser chance you ever have of escaping it. Inceldom is tied into every aspect of an incels life, it is not just 1 part of the life, inceldom impacts every aspect of a individuals life.
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