war_with_myself
Self-banned
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I was self reflecting today on how I ended up here on .is, and then I remembered when i was younger, I felt that i was lied to. I remember in my younger naive days, when I read "looks/race/height don't matter" I fully believed in it. That was until I went out in the real world and it did not correlated with what I observe and experienced. For a while, I struggled to comprehend how anyone can believe that, when the contrary is in front of them. I later realized a lot of normies lie to themselves as a coping mechanism. I don't want to lie to myself. I don't want to hear normie lies. It makes me feel like i'm crazy; like my mind is slipping away. Like i'm the insane one, like i'm the bad guy for not playing along. So I come here, to feel a little less crazy, and see that others are seeing what i'm seeing.
I think it's better to acknowledge some ugly truths and try to live life accordingly, rather than trying to endlessly reconcile the lies we tell ourselves and the contradictions we experience.
I think it's better to acknowledge some ugly truths and try to live life accordingly, rather than trying to endlessly reconcile the lies we tell ourselves and the contradictions we experience.