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Lately I've been thinking about stopping thinking about girls after my constant failures with them in the past. I was thinking about doing something else but then I thought, "Shit, I'm of legal age and I'm still a virgin and I've never kissed a girl." And now I'm on the brink and I don't know whether to stop thinking about it for a while or try again. I'm not bad in face and physique but I'm not rich or famous and I have a very particular character. I don't know what standard I lack for being loved by a girl. I don't think I have anything for a girl to fall in love with me. I would also be a sweet and approachable guy but sometimes I think about letting it go and thinking about the truth: "all girls are sluts". Why should I be sweet when all a girl wants is dick anyway? As a teenager I was reduced to being used by a girl. I loved her infinitely for her character and her way of thinking, we were more or less compatible. She was a beautiful girl, short with a good physique. I listened to her cry and hugged her as tight as I could. Do you know how it ended? She ghosted me the next month refusing me and she hooked up with 2 guys in less than 1 month (one of them she fucked). What a great whore. And after having had these experiences, I understood how most of the time women are not interested in the sentimental side but only in fucking and thinking about cock. So I'm undecided whether to start trying again like when I was desperate or send all the girls to fuck and continue to build my life and grow myself.
(I apologize if my English is not perfect)
(I apologize if my English is not perfect)
