I dont know if to hate god, or let my hatred turn to love

[Puer aeternus]

Im an atheist, but i want to sin out of spite for god, and all morals, or turn to god, and turn hatred into determination, any christcuck with guidance

 

[IronsideCel]

So you're going to sin against a God that you don't believe exists?

 

[Puer aeternus]

So you're going to sin against a God that you don't believe exists?

I want to believe him, me being scared is partially why i believe him, my life is going to shit cause i turn away from god, or atleast god as a way of life

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I've read somewhere that in the end it was much more worth it to do all the sins you want and ask god for pardon afterwards, rather than rightly following religious principles