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Sitchnatio
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- Joined
- Jan 3, 2021
- Posts
- 476
People notice I have no memory and even if I'm nice guy I'm treated like someone who can't do anything alone.
At least they have some affection because they see I'm harmless and naive, they treat me as someone who's good/kind.
Also they think they can say whatever they want, they gaslight me very often just for their enterteiment. They command me at work they are my superiors because they don't trust what I can do
One girl even told me my face looks too kind ( which of course means friendzone ).
IRL I act like nice guy who's gentle with others just because the fact I have OCD, low IQ ( certified ) and socially awkwardness is seen as infantile or problematic.
Some people made fun passively my looks because I'm over groomed but in a bad way; times ago some people made fun my receding hairline and since then I started to shave my hairline straight with a razor, ofc I end up looking like a retard
and people started to think it was a wig.
I have an OCD with hair, I used to shave for 2 years my hair to 0.5mm everyday before work for 30 minutes. At school I shaved my hair and I left some points with long hair so it's a " problem " I had since I was younger.
I try to be hard working in my job but even if its very simple ( waiter ) I struggle to do things alone because I don't remember exactly what I need to do; also I have bad eye-hand coordination and I break plates/glasses very often at work; literally I don't even know how to clean the floor properly and similar simple tasks. I feel derealization and it seems like I can't be present, also sometimes I'm very naive around people and talk too much.
When I was at school I tried to give the impression of someone succesful in bodybuilding just because I had no life and I was treated like the butt of jokes.
They usually made fun with sarcasm the fact I was bulked up and I was always
People don't want to associate with me because I'm bad for their status.
At least they have some affection because they see I'm harmless and naive, they treat me as someone who's good/kind.
Also they think they can say whatever they want, they gaslight me very often just for their enterteiment. They command me at work they are my superiors because they don't trust what I can do
One girl even told me my face looks too kind ( which of course means friendzone ).
IRL I act like nice guy who's gentle with others just because the fact I have OCD, low IQ ( certified ) and socially awkwardness is seen as infantile or problematic.
Some people made fun passively my looks because I'm over groomed but in a bad way; times ago some people made fun my receding hairline and since then I started to shave my hairline straight with a razor, ofc I end up looking like a retard
and people started to think it was a wig.
I have an OCD with hair, I used to shave for 2 years my hair to 0.5mm everyday before work for 30 minutes. At school I shaved my hair and I left some points with long hair so it's a " problem " I had since I was younger.
I try to be hard working in my job but even if its very simple ( waiter ) I struggle to do things alone because I don't remember exactly what I need to do; also I have bad eye-hand coordination and I break plates/glasses very often at work; literally I don't even know how to clean the floor properly and similar simple tasks. I feel derealization and it seems like I can't be present, also sometimes I'm very naive around people and talk too much.
When I was at school I tried to give the impression of someone succesful in bodybuilding just because I had no life and I was treated like the butt of jokes.
They usually made fun with sarcasm the fact I was bulked up and I was always
People don't want to associate with me because I'm bad for their status.