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[Whitepill] I don’t know how I’ve survived this long

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My brain has survival instincts or something, but really it just wants me to exist longer so I can suffer more. Am I actually a masochist? Why do I have to keep going through this? Why do I have to keep going through this shitty life again? You have survival instincts because your brain doesn’t want to die and it wants to reproduce. But WHATS THE POINT IF YOU CANT REPRODUCE? Why doesn’t my shitty brain understand that its shitty genes will never be passed on? So stupid. So fucking stupid
 
A foid can't survive one month as a sub 5
 
Not only do I have a fairly high sex drive, but I also want to have children :cryfeels:
 
I wish I could pay someone to kill me.
 
maybe the saying that is better to not have than to have and lose it, is true. I think if we went through real breakup we would rope en masse.
 
you actually could do that if you wanted to.
I don't even have any high places to jump off nearby. I don't have any places to hang the rope either.
 
In addition to the fact that I have a lot of HATRED inside me and I don't want to kill myself because I still have things to do on this planet.
 
I don't even have any high places to jump off nearby. I don't have any places to hang the rope either.
no trees or anything?
 
maybe the saying that is better to not have than to have and lose it, is true. I think if we went through real breakup we would rope en masse.
That can't be true. Being a kissless incel through my teens has damaged my psyche far more than the breakups did to the normie sexhavers around me.
 
Why do I have to keep going through this? Why do I have to keep going through this shitty life again?
Same here. Dunno why I keep trying. :fuk:
 
That can't be true. Being a kissless incel through my teens has damaged my psyche far more than the breakups did to the normie sexhavers around me.
Than maybe, but imagine now going through a break up knowing that you wont get another chance, without being mentally prepared for it.
 
Than maybe, but imagine now going through a break up knowing that you wont get another chance, without being mentally prepared for it.
I wanted to know what kissing (someone who loves you) feels like. If I was offered to go back in time and date any classmate from high school or university at the price of a bad breakup, I would accept without thinking. Believing that it's bad because it ends, is like thinking that life is pointless because we die. Just because it ended, it doesn't mean that it didn't happen. With us, instead, it never happened, and I can't stand it. Besides, with how obsessed I used to be with my last oneitis, and how disappointed I was when I failed at getting a relationship with her, it's like I already experienced in part a breakup, but it's even worse because it didn't ever happen.
 
Relatable. Idk how I surived completely natural until age 24. Now I'm self medicating on MAOIs + TRT. I can't anymore.
 
I wanted to know what kissing (someone who loves you) feels like. If I was offered to go back in time and date any classmate from high school or university at the price of a bad breakup, I would accept without thinking. Believing that it's bad because it ends, is like thinking that life is pointless because we die. Just because it ended, it doesn't mean that it didn't happen. With us, instead, it never happened, and I can't stand it. Besides, with how obsessed I used to be with my last oneitis, and how disappointed I was when I failed at getting a relationship with her, it's like I already experienced in part a breakup, but it's even worse because it didn't ever happen.
people say it hurts the most losing a person you never had, i know that it nearly killed me. I dont think im strong enough.
 

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