man, when i say i hav no frnds irl, i mean dat in a way of still havng frnds in my prsonal lyf but still feeling alone nd isolated. wat i mean here is that despite of how many frnds ive met dis year, i still feel so unloved, i sometimes feel like i was treated like a sh/// no matter how i tried 2 reciprocate my energy w/ dem. now i developed the dread of being betrayed, i fear that one day my current friends perhaps could be tha last circle... sigh** time to rope ig
