Venting I don’t hate myself I hate my life

[ElTruecel]

I don’t hate myself I believe I am undeserving of all the setbacks, issues and unlucky circumstances that happen in my life. I didn’t deserve all the issues and setbacks in my life even if people don’t see me as the most moral or best type of person there are many far worse who have perfect lives. The idea everyone has problems is a shitty cop out normies used to minimize our problems that are vastly worse than theirs. Yes I think suffering abuse, loss of family members, poverty bullying, etc is far worse than muhhh my girlfriend broke up with me wahhhh muhhh my boyfriend broke up with me wahhhhh oh no I failed one test and it brought my A down to an A- wahhhh. My life should’ve been better than most of these faggot people’s lives I would’ve been a Mr Beast 2.0 if I had a perfect life but since society (& sometimes the universe) puts down good people like me that won’t happen.

I used to have a stoicist mindset on these things but you can’t have a stoicist mindset anymore when bad things keep accumulating. If all that happens in your life is misery, failure and massive drawbacks then how can I stay stoicist. How can I stay stoicist of now dealing with a dead father in my teen years, autism & adhd, social isolation, shit grades shit SAT with a high possibility of me flunking out of college, underperforming in everything, being severely underweight & being the literal punching bag of most friend groups. You can’t, stoicism only works for those who had decent lives in the first place.

I deserve compensation from not just society but a literal deity for all the problems I’ve suffered through.

 

[Med Amine]

i hate myself and i hate my life

 

[parzurnacs]

Stoicism is big gay

 

[Old Ironsides]

sounds like you grew up in the gardens grove and experienced that painful upbringing. it's a shame we niggers typically beefed with u verdugos, mang.





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[Puppeter]

 

[Deformed Parasite]

i hate myself and i hate my life

 

[PLA1092]

Based. I am a good person, it is purposely ignorant and morally defunct cucks and foids who make me live a life of subjugation and discrimination because I'm not physically attractive. I can't hate myself for being involuntarily born into this world at this time, it's like a nigger hating himself for being a slave.

 

[ElTruecel]

sounds like you grew up in the gardens grove and experienced that painful upbringing. it's a shame we niggers typically beefed with u verdugos, mang.





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Nah I grew up in the suburbs but it was a average working class suburb and it wasn’t anything special. It wasn’t like the people were rich if I had grown up in the hood or a more upper class neighborhood I would’ve been far better off. Hood teaches you street skills, how to defend yourself, fights, and what’s popular socially while an upper class neighborhood has you able to do more things. It’s so brutal visiting my other family members and seeing they have fucking swimming pools, basketball courts, multiple pets, etc in their neighborhood.

Based. I am a good person, it is purposely ignorant and morally defunct cucks and foids who make me live a life of subjugation and discrimination because I'm not physically attractive. I can't hate myself for being involuntarily born into this world at this time, it's like a nigger hating himself for being a slave.

Based and true

 

[MiSKiRaT]

I don’t hate myself I believe I am undeserving of all the setbacks, issues and unlucky circumstances that happen in my life. I didn’t deserve all the issues and setbacks in my life even if people don’t see me as the most moral or best type of person there are many far worse who have perfect lives. The idea everyone has problems is a shitty cop out normies used to minimize our problems that are vastly worse than theirs. Yes I think suffering abuse, loss of family members, poverty bullying, etc is far worse than muhhh my girlfriend broke up with me wahhhh muhhh my boyfriend broke up with me wahhhhh oh no I failed one test and it brought my A down to an A- wahhhh. My life should’ve been better than most of these faggot people’s lives I would’ve been a Mr Beast 2.0 if I had a perfect life but since society (& sometimes the universe) puts down good people like me that won’t happen.

I used to have a stoicist mindset on these things but you can’t have a stoicist mindset anymore when bad things keep accumulating. If all that happens in your life is misery, failure and massive drawbacks then how can I stay stoicist. How can I stay stoicist of now dealing with a dead father in my teen years, autism & adhd, social isolation, shit grades shit SAT with a high possibility of me flunking out of college, underperforming in everything, being severely underweight & being the literal punching bag of most friend groups. You can’t, stoicism only works for those who had decent lives in the first place.

I deserve compensation from not just society but a literal deity for all the problems I’ve suffered through.

giga based and high iq. Blame everyone but yourself this is the mentality everyone needs to have fuck I didn't do anything to be socially anxious around normtards they are the ones who made social interactions a fucking nightmare

 

[Diddy]

I love myself and I hate everything else.

 

[ElTruecel]

giga based and high iq. Blame everyone but yourself this is the mentality everyone needs to have fuck I didn't do anything to be socially anxious around normtards they are the ones who made social interactions a fucking nightmare

Real, there are very few things I’ll genuinely blame myself for, a lot of the issues or situations I suffered through in life is the fault of others.

 

[MiSKiRaT]

Real, there are very few things I’ll genuinely blame myself for, a lot of the issues or situations I suffered through in life is the fault of others.

exactly if your environment is against you then blame the fucking environment and beat anyone who stands in your way to a pulp, it's not my problem these normfaggots chose it to be this way. I'll cheat my way through the system if I can, fuck their morals and fuck what they think is right.

 

[ElTruecel]

exactly if your environment is against you then blame the fucking environment and beat anyone who stands in your way to a pulp, it's not my problem these normfaggots chose it to be this way. I'll cheat my way through the system if I can, fuck their morals and fuck what they think is right.

The morals of normies is fucking evil anyways. They truly don’t have any morals that benefit society as a whole. The system is rigged against those with actual morals and values. Those that actually are spiritually and mentally enlightened on the evils of this world, those will not conform to the status quo

 

[MiSKiRaT]

The morals of normies is fucking evil anyways. They truly don’t have any morals that benefit society as a whole. The system is rigged against those with actual morals and values. Those that actually are spiritually and mentally enlightened on the evils of this world, those will not conform to the status quo

high iq like always, I admire your posts unlike some of the self-loathing pigskin worshipping ethnic scum on this site.

 

[ElTruecel]

high iq like always, I admire your posts unlike some of the self-loathing pigskin worshipping ethnic scum on this site.

Thank you brother I love yours too

 

[zangano1]

Same

 

[Shrek]

@ElTruecel Truecel ,well ,have you ever tried to find what are you good at and focus on that thing?

Maybe you were good at history,or IT,or writing.Maybe you can find a passion and make it your source of income to fulfill your copes.

Philosophy is just a bunch of crap.Think like there is no tommorow Imagine that you can live this life like hell or like heaven.

And if you tell me being a NEET is your dream i don't buy that shit.Traveling the world,swimming in the sea,driving a motorcycle or whatever are things way more better than rotting.

 

[ElTruecel]

@ElTruecel Truecel ,well ,have you ever tried to find what are you good at and focus on that thing?

Maybe you were good at history,or IT,or writing.Maybe you can find a passion and make it your source of income to fulfill your copes.

Yes I am very good & interested in history & things like geography, anthropology, etc. I try to get into every thread on this forum that discusses it.

Philosophy is just a bunch of crap.Think like there is no tommorow Imagine that you can live this life like hell or like heaven.

And if you tell me being a NEET is your dream i don't buy that shit.Traveling the world,swimming in the sea,driving a motorcycle or whatever are things way more better than rotting.

For sure being a NEET isn’t my dream but it’s something I see myself ending up as. Due to performance in life the past few years despite gaining a far deeper knowledge on the system & how it works I still struggle to overcome it. I still have the same habits and issue I had before I gained the redpill/Blackpill knowledge there was times where I did fix it for a little but nothing long term truly.

 

[Michael15651]

I hate everything

 

[ADHD_cel]

Just be lucky, everything else is cope

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I don't like the way i look , too subhuman. I still try to be grateful because it could have been much worse