Back in high school, some teacher asked us if we knew where to get drugs. I was one of the few or maybe the only one who didn't know. I was surprised by how the majority of my class knew about this.
They probably tried it too
I have always felt like I don’t belong in this world and like I’m not truly a part of it. Not in the sense where I’m too good for it, just where I’m a stranger and alone.
Had similar experiences with drug knowledge and other street smarts. Sometime in college my friends would casually bring up that they knew where to get weed and even that they got it delivered to them. To everyone else this seemed normal and nobody really made a fuss about it. To me this was mind blowing, it was like I was realizing that everyone had this common knowledge that I wasn’t a part of in the least. I thought “drugs r bad” “drug dealers r bad” meanwhile everyone is doing drugs and has a dealer. Wtf.
Had similar experiences with drug knowledge and other street smarts. Sometime in college my friends would casually bring up that they knew where to get weed and even that they got it delivered to them. To everyone else this seemed normal and nobody really made a fuss about it. To me this was mind blowing, it was like I was realizing that everyone had this common knowledge that I wasn’t a part of in the least. I thought “drugs r bad” “drug dealers r bad” meanwhile everyone is doing drugs and has a dealer. Wtf.
I'm a outcast everywhere I go
Same with me and drugs in school. I knew the kids that were dealers, but no idea how any of it worked. Even worse, those guys usually got girls because of it. Trashy ones that never lasted, but something.
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