I don't feel emotions 99% of the time. Do you?

[Deleted member 7448]

I suppose it's a defense mechanism of sorts. The 1% of the time that I do feel them, it's bad, really bad. The sheer despair alone, the regrets about all the things I've missed out on, all the things bad things I did, all the things I didn't do.

Then again, it might be brain damage from all that drinking I did when I was below rock bottom.

 

[SkinnyBaldcel]

Sometimes reaching 2 bottles of vodka a day ain't no joke either.

How in the world is that possible I have the urge to vomit from 2 vodka shots.. And yea I am numbmaxxing atm

 

[mylifeistrash]

I feel anger, 99% of the time

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Feel the same op.
99% of the time I find a way to cope.
1% I feel very depressed and suicidal.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

How in the world is that possible I have the urge to vomit from 2 vodka shots.. And yea I am numbmaxxing atm

Hence the hospital. I really fucked my health up doing that, now I can't even smell a drink, I'd vomit.

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

I can't have depression for me depression is a joke many people call me "Cold men"
Emotions are weakness.

 

[Adversor]

Sub8 men are not allowed to have emotions. We are supposed to wageslave and pay taxes to continue a society where Chad gets all the females while we rot away drinking protein shakes in our single bedroom apartments.

 

[Sans]

I feel a lot of emotions but I don't cry. Even when I want to.

 

[r9kcel]

How in the world is that possible I have the urge to vomit from 2 vodka shots.. And yea I am numbmaxxing atm

The more you drink the easier it gets to drink more

 

[owly]

dead inside exept when I solve puzzles

 

[SecondComing]

I feel anger, 99% of the time

 

[Pinkett Mouse]

Same. I feel quite anhedonic too.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I either feel angry or suicidal.

 

[Insomniac]

I have become apathetic towards most things these days tbh.

 

[Dionysus]

Im really numb with sudden bursts of anger here and there

 

[anon]

Emotions are a meme. I feel the same way all the time. From the moment I wake up to before I go to sleep I feel the same and I can't even describe it.

 

[Blacktarpill]

How in the world is that possible I have the urge to vomit from 2 vodka shots.. And yea I am numbmaxxing atm

I like vodka tbh. I always drink it pure. But i only take 1 shot. bec i live with my parents.

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

Frustration, anger, disappointment, despair, hopelesss, powerless, empty - those are my usual standbys.

Rarely it's happy or optimistic but not much.

Life can be rough.

 

[SkinnyBaldcel]

I like vodka tbh. I always drink it pure. But i only take 1 shot. bec i live with my parents.

one shot after lunch is nice but more is disgusting to me

 

[Cuyen]

Sometimes I feel so happy for no reason,autism i think.

 

[SkinnyBaldcel]

The more you drink the easier it gets to drink more

That only applies for beer to me, I can't stand too much hard alcohol at least not anymore

 

[Deleted member 17180]

I remember that one time i woke up (when i was like 13 years old - already kinda blackpilled), i immediately noticed that something was weird - it was the strength of my emotions. When emotions that i felt were storms before, they are now just small "breezes". Its hard to explain but basically you almost can't or can't at all feel your emotions. i've been "blank" ever since

 

[rabitter]

Very rarely. My capacity to 'feel' is getting less and less every day.

 

[Glucose]

only the negative ones bro

 

[TheNEET]

I haven't felt any emotion since I was like 12

 

[Hate_my_life]

Mostly anger and hatred.

 

[Michael15651]

They are a weakness.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I just feel really really disappointed and lost of hope.

 

[Michael15651]

Negative emotions at least give reason.

 

[FIVETHREEBALDCEL]

Numbmaxxing(weed) to reduce the suffering

 

[albie]

Hunger. sadness in the background all the time. Mental illness. Voices ruining my life. Can't trust my brain anymore.

 

[Ignas]

I still feel emotions. Sometimes I listen to love songs and get goosebumps from the words and musics. Once or twice it results in me crying

 

[Johny.speiz]

I didn't felt emotions most of the time back in my late teenage years, but I eventually became more and more emotional. Maybe because I lost a lot of my teenage years that will never come back and all the negativity I felt during my whole 20's. I was sobber in my teenage years, no drugs, almost no alcohol, nor cigarettes. So, it's mostly when I drink alcohol/take some drugs.

 

[Cuyen]

Depends on what kind of emotion we're talking about.

 

[Smallondick]

The 1% of the time that I do feel them, it's bad, really bad. The sheer despair alone, the regrets about all the things I've missed out on, all the things bad things I did, all the things I didn't do.

 

[micropenis29]

I feel emotions 100% of the time. It's difficult for me to imagine what it might be like to not feel any emotion.

 

[Cuyen]

I feel anger, 99% of the time

same here I am very angry person. it sucks.

 

[Guest2]

I'm pretty apathetic.
I honestly don't give a shit about most things that don't cause or perpetuate suffering to myself or innocent people.
The little emotion I do feel is usually anger or overwhelming hopelessness, which reinforces my carelessness.

 

[Deleted member 14430]

I mainly feel anger, sadness, and confusion. But besides those its almost always indifference.

 

[ihaveno1]

wish i didn't, i feel anger, sadness, envy all the time it never ends