simply_over
Creepy guy
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- Apr 16, 2021
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I thought I was going to rope or go for euthanasia but I'm not sure anymore. Even though I'm still depressed it has gotten more bearable. Maybe I got stronger, maybe my mental health improved. I dont know. Atleast I dont feel that empty anymore.
Sometimes the pain is too much. But I try to abide in the state of consciousness where I dont get lost in the pain (eckharttollecel). I feel like the pain is making me stronger mentally too. Altogether I feel like growing older might be worth it as we gain more wisdom and our character grows.
So yeah to sum it up, I dont know if I want to die anymore. Maybe life can be lived and pain can be dealt with. Gonna have to see how life treats me the coming time.
If I really wanted to die, I could with euthanasia.
Sometimes the pain is too much. But I try to abide in the state of consciousness where I dont get lost in the pain (eckharttollecel). I feel like the pain is making me stronger mentally too. Altogether I feel like growing older might be worth it as we gain more wisdom and our character grows.
So yeah to sum it up, I dont know if I want to die anymore. Maybe life can be lived and pain can be dealt with. Gonna have to see how life treats me the coming time.
If I really wanted to die, I could with euthanasia.