kanyepilled
i rely on drugs cuz i had no friends
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tldr for dnr fags: mom can't handle not eavesdropping on me so does everything she can to constantly hear me
for context, there's an office area next to my room where my dad was before my mom kicked him out and moved her computer up there.
i play music a lot, and pretty loudly too. on top of this i have an ac unit that makes a whistling noise on the outside of the door which can be pretty annoying. so my dad put some noise cancelling shit around the frame and on the underside of the door, which worked best for both of us tbh. there would be no irritating whistling noise, and it was harder to hear through the door, which was great since i already have thin walls and doors and i hate people being able to hear me talk in private.
my mom works for a company that have her on calls for 60% of the work day, so knowing this, she moves her computer right next to my room. this is an understandable choice, because it's an office area. she then takes off all the noise cancelling stuff on my door, which makes no sense, not only would i be able to hear exactly what is being said in her zoom calls, i can't play any music for the majority of the time i'm awake. i realize now that this mirrors when i was a little kid, having my computer in the living room so she could constantly watch and listen to what i did, commenting on things when i would be playing games with friends. she may not be able to watch me anymore, but my conversations can be clearly heard from the outside, and i have no locks on the doors so she comes into my room very quickly and unannounced, so i always have to be ready to switch out of these forums and other weird shit. most of this sounds pretty tame, but music is my #1 cope, i literally listen to music for 70% of the time i'm awake, and without it i feel physical pain in my chest. idk how to cope bros
for context, there's an office area next to my room where my dad was before my mom kicked him out and moved her computer up there.
i play music a lot, and pretty loudly too. on top of this i have an ac unit that makes a whistling noise on the outside of the door which can be pretty annoying. so my dad put some noise cancelling shit around the frame and on the underside of the door, which worked best for both of us tbh. there would be no irritating whistling noise, and it was harder to hear through the door, which was great since i already have thin walls and doors and i hate people being able to hear me talk in private.
my mom works for a company that have her on calls for 60% of the work day, so knowing this, she moves her computer right next to my room. this is an understandable choice, because it's an office area. she then takes off all the noise cancelling stuff on my door, which makes no sense, not only would i be able to hear exactly what is being said in her zoom calls, i can't play any music for the majority of the time i'm awake. i realize now that this mirrors when i was a little kid, having my computer in the living room so she could constantly watch and listen to what i did, commenting on things when i would be playing games with friends. she may not be able to watch me anymore, but my conversations can be clearly heard from the outside, and i have no locks on the doors so she comes into my room very quickly and unannounced, so i always have to be ready to switch out of these forums and other weird shit. most of this sounds pretty tame, but music is my #1 cope, i literally listen to music for 70% of the time i'm awake, and without it i feel physical pain in my chest. idk how to cope bros