SuicideFuel I didnt went to the school aniversary. They had a good time. I feel bad now.

[IHateMySelf]

The last 2 days my school had his aniversary. Of course,they did a party (not partys like in americans movies and shit) in the school.My class room mates together with some teachers. Not a big deal.I didnt went because I dont have friends and nobody talks to me. Now,in the whatsapp group,they sended pictures about the party: everyone laughing,having a good time,sharing a nice moment,everyone happy.

When I saw the picts I did feel bad with myself and I begin to hate myself more than before. I did feel bad because they had a nice moments menwhile I was in my house alone and playing video games.


Why they had a good moment and not me? why nobody talk to me? why I dont have friends? why they ignore me? why i have to be introvertit?



I HATE THEM ALL. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE THIS LIFE.
.

 

[NeiboltStreet]

The last 2 days my school had his aniversary. Of course,they did a party (not partys like in americans movies and shit) in the school.My class room mates together with some teachers. Not a big deal.I didnt went because I dont have friends and nobody talks to me. Now,in the whatsapp group,they sended pictures about the party: everyone laughing,having a good time,sharing a nice moment,everyone happy.

When I saw the picts I did feel bad with myself and I begin to hate myself more than before. I did feel bad because they had a nice moments menwhile I was in my house alone and playing video games.


Why they had a good moment and not me? why nobody talk to me? why I dont have friends? why they ignore me? why i have to be introvertit?



I HATE THEM ALL. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE THIS LIFE.
.

Damn, this sounds a little too much like that last few pages of ERs manifest.

Don't worry, man, you'll get another chance!

 

[superighteous]

God, I want to fucking hug you, man. I know how you feel. Shit’s rough

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

I did the same back then. Don't worry, it's nothing.

 

[Kirito3]

I’m sorry to hear that.

Don’t regret not going though, if you had no friends then you would probably just be standing in the corner awkwardly and everyone would ignore you or make fun of you.

 

[Cuyen]

İn my school aniversary ı didn't want to go but my parents forced me so ı did and ı had a great time with them even though ı didn't have good relationships with them.All of my class were men so ı didn't feel bad,there were some femoids but ı had a great time,they threated me so nicely

 

[Deleted member 5861]

I’m sorry to hear that.

Don’t regret not going though, if you had no friends then you would probably just be standing in the corner awkwardly and everyone would ignore you or make fun of you.

This 100%

It would have made this ordeal 100x worse with the suicidefuel

 

[IHateMySelf]

Don’t regret not going though, if you had no friends then you would probably just be standing in the corner awkwardly and everyone would ignore you or make fun of you.

Yep. I did know that. Why going to a place if nobody talk to you? (they dont even look at me). I though "who cares anyway",but when I saw the pictures.....that kill me inside

I want to fucking hug you, man. I know how you feel.

That is the most beautiful thing that somebody have ever told me

 

[kernkraft]

Don't feel bad, you'll get other opportunities.

 

[_wifebeater_]

Don’t regret not going though, if you had no friends then you would probably just be standing in the corner awkwardly and everyone would ignore you or make fun of you.

 

[kernkraft]

When I was young, i.e. 9~ years ago, and just starting college, there were plenty of parties for the fresh students. Me and the one buddy I had got dressed for several of them, but then reneged on our commitment to go by playing Battlefield 2 or something similar instead.

That was the start of 3 full years of no parties, no sex, no girls, no friends beyond that one buddy I shared an apartment with.

 

[maynarde]

God, I want to fucking hug you, man. I know how you feel. Shit’s rough

I'm sorry for your suffering

 

[tiredofthisshit]

I just wanna tell you this. If you don't make normie friends now (already too late), you have lots of lonely nights filled with depression and boredom ahead of you.

 

[Deleted member 818]

I did the same back then. Don't worry, it's nothing.

 

[CopingManletcel]

Its not worth it boyo

 

[Total Imbecile]

Are you done with high school now?

 

[CaptainCuck]

I went to my 10 year high school anniversary. Worst decision ever.

I was basically ignored and when people talked to me, it was to comment on my baldness. I also got looks of disgust from all the foids there.

I wish I stayed home and played video games that day.

 

[Existentialcel]

FOMO is a bitch. However, pictures and "lit" Snapchat stories make things seem a lot more fun than they really are

 

[UltraFayJr.]

I remember going to a school dance before, and seeing the utter digust on some of the people's faces. It's like I didn't belong. What did I do wrong?

 

[hopelesslife]

Take a shower fucking idiot

 

[IHateMySelf]

Are you done with high school now?

Nop. I done with the school in november.

Just dream of murdering everyone at the anniversary in your head should help you cool down