I didn't dump out the alcohol

[Icarus]

It's the only thing that makes me feel okay.

Almost finished the bottle sadly

At least I feel better then yesterday. Life just sucks man. Everyone hates us and wants to silence how we feel.

Got another community guidelines strike for calling out jewtube for censoring my work.

It's disgusting how mistreated i have been throughout my whole life. The moment I call out anything that is the truth I get silenced.

I will never achieve anything I worked hard for.

They bully the kids who have been bullied all their life for being outcasts. How can they believe that what they are doing is justified? Have you seen the state of this world?

Everyone who is better off looks down on us. They envision us as weak, meanwhile they punch down.

I just wanted to be a respected artist. I've gone through so much pain in my life.

My parents never loved me, I just wanted to be loved.

Like a child, I just wanted safety, hope, love.

And I will never have that.

 

[Icarus]

It's over brocels

 

[Icarus]

I have been ready to die since I was born.

I jumped in the river so I could float in the water. Getting lost in the silence of being free from pain and suffering.

 

[Icarus]

Kurt is gone. Jeff buckley is gone. Everyone will eventually be gone.

It just feels like everything that God creates he willing makes to take away.

I don't want this life. I never did. And yet I am judged for being here. Judged for wanting to have friends who understand how I feel.

I hate humanity. It would have been better if we never existed in the first place.

 

[Xul]

 

[Icarus]

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Don't feel like joking right now

 

[psyop]

I just wanted to be loved.

View: https://youtu.be/748rwwNk9EU?t=67

 

[Icarus]

View: https://youtu.be/748rwwNk9EU?t=67

 

[Icarus]

View: https://youtu.be/748rwwNk9EU?t=67

The melody on this is actually pretty good

 

[Cuckoja]

Youre a talented musician.

 

[Cuckoja]

Sooner or later everything is gonna be over.

 

[zd60]

I have been ready to die since I was born.

 

[Icarus]

Youre a talented musician.

Thanks fren im just sad

 

[Icarus]

Sooner or later everything is gonna be over.

I hope so. Sadly I am so pessimistic that I believe it will only get worse for forever.

 

[Cuckoja]

I hope so. Sadly I am so pessimistic that I believe it will only get worse for forever.

Im hoping for any feel of comfort. Like a warm hug of sunlight on the other side.

 

[Icarus]

Im hoping for any feel of comfort. Like a warm hug of sunlight on the other side.

If we don't have it now I doubt we ever will