SuicideFuel I did everything right but still failed

[eliya]

I I have never had a single girl why wasn't I enough I did everything that the normies told me to do in order to get one

I don't drink I don't smoke

I do different kinds of Martial arts to stay fit

I can play an instrument

I work as a commission photographer part time

I can speak four languages and I'm learning another one

I'm studying in a prestigious University top 5 in my country overall

I can talk about almost anything with anybody


I spend most of my free time doing a sports studying or just learning new stuff


I am willing to protect women I literally saved a foid from a bunch of thugs one time when I was younger




Yet in the eyes of foids I am never enough no matter what I do I will always be invisible just because of my looks just because I was born ugly my standards are not high just have a BMI of less than 27 be alive and be a biological woman

How can I go any lower I've even considered dating disabled people



What else could have potentially done brocel
I tried I really tried
I get nothing
The best I can do is make a lot of money and just getting to a beta box relationship I am tired I just wanna rest
And someone to tell me I have done enough

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

just LDAR

 

[eliya]

just LDAR

I fu&&$ cuz I still have hope
I'm always like oh if I can geomax if get more muscle if I join this new literature club somebody would notice me

But it doesn't happen
Even when I meet a girl I know I have no hopes in a few months she will be introducing me to her new boyfriend and and then she will leave and only come back when she was dumped

And the cycle repeats itself I tried befriending foids
What happens the best you can be is a beta box provider or just an emotional provider

 

[Friezacel]

Good goy

 

[veryrare]

I can speak four languages and I'm learning another one

I'm studying in a prestigious University top 5 in my country overall

Wtf nigga mogs me to fuckin Andromeda and back 10^10 nigga
200 IQ be like

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I am sorry brocel, but women don't care at all about these things.

All they care about is that you look good and rich.

If you are already looking good and rich, the things you do would help.

But when you're ugly, they don't matter.

 

[eliya]

I am sorry brocel, but women don't care at all about these things.

All they care about is that you look good and rich.

If you are already looking good and rich, the things you do would help.

But when you're ugly, they don't matter.

I'm not even that smart average IQ most of these things took me a long time to learn


I'm the literal proof that self-improvement does not help with inceldom

 

[TooSomething]

I I have never had a single girl why wasn't I enough I did everything that the normies told me to do in order to get one

I don't drink I don't smoke

I do different kinds of Martial arts to stay fit

I can play an instrument

I work as a commission photographer part time

I can speak four languages and I'm learning another one

I'm studying in a prestigious University top 5 in my country overall

I can talk about almost anything with anybody


I spend most of my free time doing a sports studying or just learning new stuff


I am willing to protect women I literally saved a foid from a bunch of thugs one time when I was younger




Yet in the eyes of foids I am never enough no matter what I do I will always be invisible just because of my looks just because I was born ugly my standards are not high just have a BMI of less than 27 be alive and be a biological woman

How can I go any lower I've even considered dating disabled people



What else could have potentially done brocel
I tried I really tried
I get nothing
The best I can do is make a lot of money and just getting to a beta box relationship I am tired I just wanna rest
And someone to tell me I have done enough

Your efforts and successes are commendable.
I mean that. You have drive, but I am sure most of that drive comes from trying to get the attention of a foid, no?

The problem is, once you have diggested the black pill and it takes its effect, your motivation and drive will take a nose dive.

I know what I am talking about because I used to be just like you.

I speak five languages, always was interrested in improving my health, learned to code, liked to work with computer hardware, was about to learn soldering and basic bitch repairs on electronic devices, have two professions, used to do strength training, dressed well, took care of myself, was an orderly person, money maxxed. I used to be curious and always wanted to learn more, know more.
At my peak I started studying computer sciences, and then came the nose dive.

In the end, it all meant nothing.
I rot now, and eventually you will too.

 

[ItsOverMan]

Are you NT, mentally healthy and social? If you're at least average looking you should be able to get a foid with that.

 

[eliya]

Are you NT, mentally healthy and social? If you're at least average looking you should be able to get a foid with that.

I'm not NT at all

And the face rating done by the people on the fourm ranged from 4 to 6
I'm around 173 cm 5'8
And also because some guy molested me as a kid I am kind of f***** up when it comes to sexual stuff

This is why I ended up here

 

[Runt171]

I I have never had a single girl why wasn't I enough I did everything that the normies told me to do in order to get one

I don't drink I don't smoke

I do different kinds of Martial arts to stay fit

I can play an instrument

I work as a commission photographer part time

I can speak four languages and I'm learning another one

I'm studying in a prestigious University top 5 in my country overall

I can talk about almost anything with anybody


I spend most of my free time doing a sports studying or just learning new stuff


I am willing to protect women I literally saved a foid from a bunch of thugs one time when I was younger




Yet in the eyes of foids I am never enough no matter what I do I will always be invisible just because of my looks just because I was born ugly my standards are not high just have a BMI of less than 27 be alive and be a biological woman

How can I go any lower I've even considered dating disabled people



What else could have potentially done brocel
I tried I really tried
I get nothing
The best I can do is make a lot of money and just getting to a beta box relationship I am tired I just wanna rest
And someone to tell me I have done enough

You might have done everything right

But your face
Your face did everything wrong
(In rehab room voice)

 

[FailedNormieManlet]

I don't drink I don't smoke

non-NT behaviour

Normies go to parties and get drunk starting at age 14.

Your problem is NT not looks.

 

[Based NaziCel]

IT won’t touch this

 

[eliya]

IT won’t touch this

I wish they would post this

 

[whatever?]

I fu&&$ cuz I still have hope
I'm always like oh if I can geomax if get more muscle if I join this new literature club somebody would notice me

But it doesn't happen
Even when I meet a girl I know I have no hopes in a few months she will be introducing me to her new boyfriend and and then she will leave and only come back when she was dumped

And the cycle repeats itself I tried befriending foids
What happens the best you can be is a beta box provider or just an emotional provider

Hope for what ?
Just come to terms with you'll never have a true relationship based on love. Best case scenario is being an oofy doofy.
You were forced to play a rigged game and lost. Just live

 

[SilverBullet]

It’s obviously your pERsonality inkie