SuicideFuel I cry myself to sleep sometimes

[Notkev]

Sometimes the weight of loneliness is just too great. Sometimes I'm reminded of it, and it all comes back again.

It's been so long it feels like I've forgotten how to connect to anyone.

It's like I'm walking on fumes, everything is vivid. The sounds of others enjoying each other's company...and I'm just an outsider, an observer. It happens all too fast and yet I feel every second of this agony.

I just want a friend. I want something real. This hurts. Having to cry myself to sleep at 3 A.M.

Please god, if you exist, free me of this torture, I beg you

 

[Lonelyus]

Im so traumatized i cant even sleep or feel emotions anymore

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

No matter how hard I try I can't cry.

 

[FuckYou]

Im so traumatized i cant even sleep or feel emotions anymore

No matter how hard I try I can't cry.

i hadn't cried in like 2 years- last week while trying to sleep i was able just barely make myself cry.

 

[Notkev]

Im so traumatized i cant even sleep or feel emotions anymore

I haven't slept a good night in weeks. Diets all fucked up and I'm not even hungry. Eating one or two meals a day.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

i hadn't cried in like 2 years- last week while trying to sleep i was able just barely make myself cry.

Brutal, last time I actually cried was when I was forcefully conscripted into the military.

 

[Notkev]

i hadn't cried in like 2 years- last week while trying to sleep i was able just barely make myself cry.

I don't intend to. Every once a few month it just hits me. Today was a holiday in my country. And it reminded me of my plight

 

[FuckYou]

Brutal, last time I actually cried was when I was forcefully conscripted into the military.

wtf?? how did that happen

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

wtf?? how did that happen

In my country, military service is mandatory, so my options were either to go to the recruitment center or have police come to my house and arrest me. I spent about two weeks at a military base before being discharged due to mental health issues so at least I wasn't there for long.

 

[Lonelyus]

No matter how hard I try I can't cry.

Yeah, Like i put on sad music or try my hardest, NOTHING makes me cry, I havent cried once this year at all!

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Yeah, Like i put on sad music or try my hardest, NOTHING makes me cry, I havent cried once this year at all!

Brutal

 

[CPTSDfree]

i know im a grey, but we can talk if you want.

 

[TOP_5_KANGA]

i know im a grey, but we can talk if you want.

It smells like an IT infiltrator

 

[Yournotcold0]

No matter how hard I try I can't cry.

 

[ldargoblin]

There is so much brutal shit happening in the world that asking God for anything is simply ridiculous.

 

[CPTSDfree]

It smells like an IT infiltrator

I'm pursuing a study in psychology and i want to help men with mental health. Im just trying to help people and listen to their problems. If you dont believe me check my posts.

 

[Sonicfancel]

I'm pursuing a study in psychology and i want to help men with mental health. Im just trying to help people and listen to their problems. If you dont believe me check my posts.

Are (you) a KHHV incel or not?

 

[CPTSDfree]

Are (you) a KHHV incel or not?

Yes but im def a mental cell

 

[user]

I'm pursuing a study in psychology and i want to help men with mental health. Im just trying to help people and listen to their problems. If you dont believe me check my posts.

Mental health is a PSYOP made by kikes

 

[Sonicfancel]

Yes but im def a mental cell

ok

 

[CPTSDfree]

Mental health is a PSYOP made by kikes

kikes are a psyop made by ((them))

 

[TOP_5_KANGA]

I'm pursuing a study in psychology and i want to help men with mental health. Im just trying to help people and listen to their problems. If you dont believe me check my posts.

It sounds very , but it's okay

 

[curryboy420]

There is so much brutal shit happening in the world that asking God for anything is simply ridiculous.

Yeah this why I don't bother praying because he is the one doing all the unfair shit anyway to begin with. But maybe he likes nigger people who fuck other people over and rewards them. Maybe it's like a big hunger games movie to him and he likes the most action contestants. Who fuck everyone else up. So maybe If I started killing people and trafficking drugs and humans and doing bad stuff he would send loads of shit my way. Do you think that's a plausible theory.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I haven't slept a good night in weeks. Diets all fucked up and I'm not even hungry. Eating one or two meals a day.

I haven’t slept straight through for 3 years other than some extremely rare times that happen once or twice a year. I always wake up halfway through or even more often usually

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Brutal, last time I actually cried was when I was forcefully conscripted into the military.

You talking just signed up to be drafted in case of a war or actually made to go in military training? I had to sign up for the draft. So if there is a war I’m expected to protect the foids who won’t even give me a shred of love

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

So maybe If I started killing people and trafficking drugs and humans and doing bad stuff he would send loads of shit my way. Do you think that's a plausible theory.

 

[Only_Perspective]

 

[The Abyss]

Do you feel better after, at least for a bit?

 

[MRHK_57]

I've seen so much negativity and faced so much hardship that I can't feel anything anymore. Seeing death with my eyes doesn't cause any reaction in me. I feel like an outsider to this human society.

 

[Notkev]

Do you feel better after, at least for a bit?

Yeah, for a bit

 

[RechargedSamsung]

https://on.soundcloud.com/fcHNYgRMGJCjXgET9

This shit makes me sad but i like it whenever im just laying here on my bed

 

[erenyeager]

There is so much brutal shit happening in the world that asking God for anything is simply ridiculous.

God don’t care about you he wants me to clean his shit up in hardcore mode

 

[Notkev]

https://on.soundcloud.com/fcHNYgRMGJCjXgET9

This shit makes me sad but i like it whenever im just laying here on my bed

I don't have sound cloud, what's it called?

 

[Mihailo Toloto]

I'm pursuing a study in psychology and i want to help men with mental health. Im just trying to help people and listen to their problems. If you dont believe me check my posts.

You study evolutionary psychology too? I'm really into that stuff. I was thinking about posting threads about psychological studies on men, women, and dating. But I'm not sure if it would get much attention here

 

[NocturnalCel]

Mental health is a PSYOP made by kikes

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

You talking just signed up to be drafted in case of a war or actually made to go in military training? I had to sign up for the draft. So if there is a war I’m expected to protect the foids who won’t even give me a shred of love

I was sent to military training and stayed at a base for about two weeks before I got discharged, which was fortunately quick.

 

[CPTSDfree]

You study evolutionary psychology too? I'm really into that stuff. I was thinking about posting threads about psychological studies on men, women, and dating. But I'm not sure if it would get much attention here

I focus on the effects of complex trauma on incels.

 

[Mihailo Toloto]

I focus on the effects of complex trauma on incels.

You sound like just another psychology student looking to write their thesis on incels

 

[CPTSDfree]

You sound like just another psychology student looking to write their thesis on incels

Actually there is barely any material on CPTSD for men, let alone for incels. Thats why im here to spread awareness. You should research CPTSD if psychology is your interest.

 

[justuseless]

A long time ago i cried myself to sleep while jacking off at the same time

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I was sent to military training and stayed at a base for about two weeks before I got discharged, which was fortunately quick.

Holy shit. Brutal af man, Jesus

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Tallfag ramblings dnr

 

[Deformed]

This sounds painful. If the pain is too much to the point it's unbearable, you should try a way to get out of this situation man. because there's nothing worse than being here JUST to suffer man