I could have been a teenager or early 20s just chilling out smoking weed in the summer with a baddie just chilling and being close listening to music and talking and maybe playing minecraft or watching anime or something idk
But instead I was an outcast due to my subhuman face and autism so all I really did was go to school come home and cope with xbox
At that time vaporwave and lo-fi was popular and ofc that was pre pandemic so for most normies it was a chill time but for me it was nothing but financial strife and getting hollard at and bullied by rednecks at shit jobs for being too autistic
It's like Saint Elliot said "A beautiful environment is the darkest hell if you have to experience it all alone."
I'm a monster. Last year I became a wizard painted with the blood of every creature that has ever existed on this earth. My 20s were spent in a downward mental spiral of trying to be a part of a society not structured for my neurotype without instruction and it drove me completely insane
I am over two years sober, I currently I go to trade school to train for a blue collar job where more than likely I will be disdained as much as I was when I worked in plumbing due to not understanding what people are talking about
Country people speak their own version of English, with their own terms and wording
Trump needs to go ahead and invade Greenland
But instead I was an outcast due to my subhuman face and autism so all I really did was go to school come home and cope with xbox
At that time vaporwave and lo-fi was popular and ofc that was pre pandemic so for most normies it was a chill time but for me it was nothing but financial strife and getting hollard at and bullied by rednecks at shit jobs for being too autistic
It's like Saint Elliot said "A beautiful environment is the darkest hell if you have to experience it all alone."
I'm a monster. Last year I became a wizard painted with the blood of every creature that has ever existed on this earth. My 20s were spent in a downward mental spiral of trying to be a part of a society not structured for my neurotype without instruction and it drove me completely insane
I am over two years sober, I currently I go to trade school to train for a blue collar job where more than likely I will be disdained as much as I was when I worked in plumbing due to not understanding what people are talking about
Country people speak their own version of English, with their own terms and wording
Trump needs to go ahead and invade Greenland
