Story I could be a chad....

[spud_tard]

Let me introduce my story. When I was younger I had friends; I'm not unattractive physically, I could have a foid, I was a bit different because I had a special hobby and was an introvert (I loved video games and watching movies). After, when I got older, my Asperger's syndrome was getting more and more visible. I was obsessed with programming, I remember—so obsessed that it could be the only thing I wanted to talk about. I started to be also an acnecel, and people mocked me because of that. It was so hard to be suddenly rejected. I had a nickname, people called me "the calculator" because of my acne. When I got even older, I had my chronic fatigue, it was a "special experience," a, terrible experience, like if my head was a boat and I had a hangover, difficulty opening my eyes, even difficulty moving, suicidal thoughts, you name it. People treated me like I was a faggot because I liked to dress properly and used formal language. And so because of that and especially my chronic fatigue (and a lot of symptoms of depression) I was at the emergency room at a hospital in France, and if you read the French news you know that the hospitals are full now, so I was literally rejected from the mental hospital even though I had suicidal thoughts and really wanted to commit suicide . Now I had a breakdown and I'm a NEET, its a bit better because I'm now under medication, but I wish I could have a good job and people who at least understand me ...

 

[Max Doltman]

describe how you look

 

[spud_tard]

describe how you look

I'm not ugly, but I'm terribly skinny and have huge dark circle , sometimes I have acne, the look is not the main problem with me

 

[Max Doltman]

I'm not ugly, but I'm terribly skinny and have huge dark circle , sometimes I have acne, the look is not the main problem with me

height?

 

[spud_tard]

height?

a bit short 5'5

 

[VanGobbel]

potentialchadcels.is

 

[spud_tard]

potentialchadcels.is

kek

 

[Creamcel]

a bit short 5'5

over

 

[Sir Silentium]

a bit short 5'5

Age?

 

[spud_tard]

Age?

very young 19, kids.is

 

[Sir Silentium]

After, when I got older, my Asperger's syndrome was getting more and more visible.

Same happened for me. It was always visible when I was younger, but as my age increased my asperger's also increased exponentially.

I started to be also an acnecel

I can relate, and I still have acne. No matter what I do nothing changes.

People treated me like I was a faggot because I liked to dress properly and used formal language.

Wow we are very similar.
I also get treated poorly due to the way I dress and my use of formal language. Other users on this site have pointed it out as well.
Whenever I leave the house I always wear buttoned up collared shirts, and a nice pair of pants.
A fellow brocel on the site also said I speak like an old man in dms. I can't change that even if I try though, it's just the way I talk.

And so because of that and especially my chronic fatigue (and a lot of symptoms of depression) I was at the emergency room at a hospital in France, and if you read the French news you know that the hospitals are full now, so I was literally rejected from the mental hospital even though I had suicidal thoughts and really wanted to commit suicide .

Sorry to hear that, brutal experience.

Now I had a breakdown and I'm a NEET, its a bit better because I'm now under medication, but I wish I could have a good job and people who at least understand me ...

I understand you, you remind me of myself.

 

[spud_tard]

The mods who watch every post of me now to see if I'm a fakecel

 

[Chud Norris72]

very young 19, kids.is

Mogs me

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Aspergers and acne - Sounds like your gut microbiome is fucked. But at 5'5" you definitely belong here sorry.

 

[spud_tard]

No matter what I do nothing changes.

I try to use skincare product, it work a bit, but I always have at least one acne button on my face

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

So pretty much you’re 5’5 and neurodivergent, I’m sorry to tell you this but you’re doomed, your best option is to LDAR.

 

[Wither]

So pretty much you’re 5’5 and neurodivergent, I’m sorry to tell you this but you’re doomed, your best option is to LDAR.

Moga me

 

[Wither]

Chads.is

 

[spud_tard]

Chads.is

I don't think having a competition of "who is the most truecel of us" is a good thing. I'm an incel and that's a fact, I struggle at dating and get rejected by foids, that's another fact. Of course, there are people, maybe you, who are more truecel than me, but that's not the main subject, the point of my thread is to say that I've lost everything that could give me hope.

 

[Failed Pullout]

A "bit short 5'5" and "very young 19" oh boy.

 

[spud_tard]

A "bit short 5'5" and "very young 19" oh boy.

I honestly don't know if thats a good thing or not except the "a bit short" part