It's brutal to watch. In athletics they show the ages before each event. According to one study, swimmers PEAK AT 19 YEARS OLD. In athletics it is early twenties. I AM EARLY THIRTIES AND HAVE NEVER KISSED, TOUCHED A VAGINA, HAD A CHILD ETC. I AM THINKING THIS ALL THE TIME WHEN WATCHING. LITERALLY ALL THE TIME. IT IS EVERY SECOND ON MY MIND. I AM CONSTANTLY IN TEARS. AND IT WAS ALREADY LIKE THIS 5 YEARS AGO IN THE LAST OLYMPICS. I cheer always for the oldest competitors.
And the worst part is that I have no hope of changing my life. I will never get a job after having no work experience/empty CV at this age. I can't even graduate from education, because they include mandatory on-the-job training and it is impossible to even get non-paid training places with 15 years of straight NEETing history.
And the worst part is that I have no hope of changing my life. I will never get a job after having no work experience/empty CV at this age. I can't even graduate from education, because they include mandatory on-the-job training and it is impossible to even get non-paid training places with 15 years of straight NEETing history.
