curryboy420
Overlord
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As I sit here smoking alone in my garage same as I did for the last 6 years I realise there is nothing I look forward to any more except death . My mum always tells me to stop smoking but these days I feel like lighting one up every half an hour. I used to care about cancer now I feel like it would be a blessing. I don't really believe in God anymore but if he's real he's my last hope for after this life and if he's not then at least it's finally over. The unfairness of this world made me a shell of who I used to be as a child. And being a ghost is not really a life anyway.