I can't take it anymore

[Suicidal Schizoid]

She just started riding the cock carousel, this is the 3rd guy, some other pretty boy faggot probably, I feel like going ER but why do I even care, why do I compare myself to a foid, I'm LDARing meanwhile she gets in a new relationship every 2 months

She is bpd imo from knowing her but her therapist has her on bipolar meds which helped stablize her mood but now she is just bpd with no emotions (cold af) and her therapists does PTSD treatment with her cause she was ''SA'd''
the SA in question : some ex boyfriend of her made her suck his dick plus another guy's dick and she started crying and screaming and they left her alone, after breaking up with him they sent her nudes to some of the dudes in campus and she knew about it

1st guy dated for 8 months took her virginity at 23
2nd guy dated for like 2 months just a sex friend ig
3rd guy just started dating

she bragged about losing her virginity to me while I was drunk

inb4 i get banned im still KHHV and incel with huge failos

that was my only ticket out of inceldom i'd have been happy if i just dated her but nah nothing happend, 4 years and a nothing burger
lonely so i talked to someone who was interested in me, i didn't care about anything
soon as i thought i was out, they pull me back in

after this news
i ordered some paella and shrimp to feel good
it didn't even taste good
i close my eyes i see the clown

I can't take it anymore, I can't stay a virgin while my ex oneitis is fucking around, I'm going to escortcel for the first time and IDC if anyone calls me fakecel

This is no ascension story, I will never get a girl's love, I can't wait forever for some impossible scenario where a foid will fall in love with me and we lose our virginities together, meanwhile everyone else and people I know are fucking, time is running out and you can't be the 30 year old creep scouring for in their early 20s virgin girls, especially since it ostracizes you and will nuke your reputation and I can't have that, my future job is super reputation based, so... if I don't coom inside a whore this next week I will lose my mind and starve myself till death from brain damage...

 

[curryboy420]

Are you curry mainlander? In UK, girls are not virgins at 23. They are expert whores by then. Sorry broski, the window to ascebd properly is more like until 25 max.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Are you curry mainlander? In UK, girls are not virgins at 23. They are expert whores by then. Sorry broski, the window to ascebd properly is more like until 25 max.

nah i'm in the third world, a lot of girls are virgins in their 20s here, but waiting for marriage and i'm not into that.......
not curry btw

 

[curryboy420]

nah i'm in the third world, a lot of girls are virgins in their 20s here, but waiting for marriage and i'm not into that.......
not curry btw

Bro I guess you didn't see that ethnic bitches take it in the ass and mouth and still claims virginity? Don't trust what a foid says. Even in conservative places like India there is basically no foid at 23 that didn't have some sexual experience

 

[TheGrayWolf]

nah i'm in the third world, a lot of girls are virgins in their 20s here, but waiting for marriage and i'm not into that.......
not curry btw

Europe third world or Asia?

 

[VideoGameCoper]

No girls are virgins where I'm from by the time they hit 16, lol

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Europe third world or Asia?

African third world, the real third world lol

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Bro I guess you didn't see that ethnic bitches take it in the ass and mouth and still claims virginity? Don't trust what a foid says. Even in conservative places like India there is basically no foid at 23 that didn't have some sexual experience

That's true but even still it's rare cause anal is taboo and painful to them, virgin girls sexual experiences here is more so having a bf, kissing and making out and maybe a BJ tops, nothing involving penetration...

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I meant Eastern Europe

African third world, the real third world lol

yes that's true

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I meant Eastern Europe

I know what you meant, how I wish lol, they have beautiful girls over there

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

 

[CobsonCel]

90% of girls are not virgin by the age of 14 lmao dont go to escort tho it is not worth it

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

90% of girls are not virgin by the age of 14 lmao dont go to escort tho it is not worth it

I will not die a virgin

 

[CobsonCel]

sometimes its better to

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

sometimes its better to

why ? how?
how can you live without ever experiencing sex

 

[Friezacel]

Total oneitiscuck death

 

[Cobscell]

I can't take it anymore, I can't stay a virgin while my ex oneitis is fucking around, I'm going to escortcel for the first time and IDC if anyone calls me fakecel

This is no ascension story, I will never get a girl's love, I can't wait forever for some impossible scenario where a foid will fall in love with me and we lose our virginities together, meanwhile everyone else and people I know are fucking, time is running out and you can't be the 30 year old creep scouring for in their early 20s virgin girls, especially since it ostracizes you and will nuke your reputation and I can't have that, my future job is super reputation based, so... if I don't coom inside a whore this next week I will lose my mind and starve myself till death from brain damage...

Fag

 

[Cobscell]

Total oneitiscuck death

geg

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Fag

Total oneitiscuck death

Mean

 

[Friezacel]

geg

what ?

 

[Friezacel]

Mean

You wont last for long on here if you think that this is mean

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

You wont last for long on here if you think that this is mean

friezacel should i brag to her about having sex with prostitute but lie about it ?
dw i don't care about being insulted i don't experience feelings that way

 

[Friezacel]

friezacel should i brag to her about having sex with prostitute but lie about it ?
dw i don't care about being insulted i don't experience feelings that way

I advice you to not do that. Its retarded and nothing you could brag about

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I advice you to not do that. Its retarded and nothing you could brag about

Yes but i will lie i will say ''yo dumb bitch im about to clap some swedish cheeks hahahahaha'' without mentioning im escortceling

 

[Friezacel]

Yes but i will lie i will say ''yo dumb bitch im about to clap some swedish cheeks hahahahaha'' without mentioning im escortceling

She wont care about it

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

She wont care about it

brootal

 

[NeverGetUp36]

Yes but i will lie i will say ''yo dumb bitch im about to clap some swedish cheeks hahahahaha'' without mentioning im escortceling

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

NVM INKIES

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I ---> clovvn

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I'm going crazy I think I want to stab my legs and cut off my balls

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

foids grow up so fast compared to us, they get much more experience
it's so goddamn annoying

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Look me in the eye tell me I'm not the one

 

[Mecoja]

You should cut her off completely. She fucked everyone but you.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

There lies a certain satisfaction in knowing I can take (my) life

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

You should cut her off completely. She fucked everyone but you.

We don't talk, it's over, I ghosted her, my last message was :''I don't wanna talk to you''
got blocked immediately
the only thoughts & feels I have towards her are niggative, dragged to the extremes, you capisce ?

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

She fucked everyone but you.

This hurts, it makes me wanna destroy

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

When I think of her it juts my stomach and makes me wanna puke

 

[weedburki]

Where tf do u live if she was Virgin by 23

 

[Mecoja]

This hurts, it makes me wanna destroy

She wasted your time. Worst thing is that if you told her the truth she would most likely get offended. I had that happening to me, girl acting like I cursed her entire family because I showed interests in her.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Where tf do u live if she was Virgin by 23

Third world, don't wanna doxx myself, pretty conservative society

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

My life's trip to nowhere

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

500th post, a milestone, since I've accepted my inceldom, I've been feeling all kinds of conflicted feelings, suicidal, happy, delusional and crazy, most of all I feel content with myself and getting over the brutality of my situation, but I still often fantasize about killing myself in very violent ways

 

[NEETcel2023]

...and you can't be the 30 year old creep scouring for in their early 20s virgin girls...

There's no virgins past 18 and even then it's extremely rare virtually impossible. If any guy wants a virgin then he needs to get a 13-16 year old girl.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

There's no virgins past 18 and even then it's extremely rare virtually impossible. If any guy wants a virgin then he needs to get a 13-16 year old girl.

It's OVER

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

I keep getting dreams of her, or I wake up end up thinking about her, I swear everytime it happens I just want to start punching glass