Venting I can't stop fantasizing about reincarnation

[NearEnd]

I constantly fantasize about reincarnating as a high IQ NT rich chad with a big dick even though I know its most likely impossible and even if it was there is no guarantee my wish would come true. The only thing I can hope for is eternal oblivion/non existance but that thought, while it somewhat calms me down still scares me at the same time
Why did life have to be so unfair? Why can't I ever have what others have? Why can't I have another chance? Fuckkk

 

[Juice]

reincarnation is bullshit, we only have 1 life and this is yours, brutal

 

[NearEnd]

reincarnation is bullshit, we only have 1 life and this is yours, brutal

I know it most likely is bullshit but I want it to be true

 

[Violence]

I constantly fantasize about reincarnating as a high IQ NT rich chad with a big dick even though I know its most likely impossible and even if it was there is no guarantee my wish would come true. The only thing I can hope for is eternal oblivion/non existance but that thought, while it somewhat calms me down still scares me at the same time
Why did life have to be so unfair? Why can't I ever have what others have? Why can't I have another chance? Fuckkk

patched

 

[Lonelyus]

reincarnation is bullshit, we only have 1 life and this is yours, brutal