I don't think I can make it much longer on this planet. My face is so horrible that I can't resist stabbing and cutting. Trying to destroy my face is the only release I get. The other day when I was eating, I saw my reflection and it triggered me to stab my face repeatedly with a fork. At this point my face is covered in scars. But it's not enough. I want to remove the skin from my face. It's all I can think about even when I try not to. My brain desires to destroy my face. It's hard to resist.
At this point next time my family lashes out at me I'm removing the skin from my face
At this point next time my family lashes out at me I'm removing the skin from my face
