It's Over I cant move on from my school years

[CursedCel]

I think high school is the point where me as a 'person' stopped developing.what i mean is that every single day im thinking of high school,thinking of the times i had a bit of social life and didnt ldar the whole day
I dream so many times of high school and my mind makes different senarios.i regret every single day not having a girl during these times and thats propably what destroys me the more,i cant move on from the fact i ddint experience teen love.and before u say that teenlove is bullshit jfl just ask everyone they all remember their first 'pure' school love.
Also how the fact everyone that is over 20 is gonna say that he hadnt sexual experiences before lol every girl will think of u as a creep even if u had the looks
Its truly over i just have my copes and the thought of those times.so many things could have been different

 

[Akkadian]

I want to kill myself when I remember

 

[CursedCel]

Damn bro... I'm very much the same. So many lost experiences. Lost time really. It's like a man in prison for a decade for a crime he didn't commit; you can give him all the money in the world but it doesn't make up for lost time. No matter what comes next in my life, it won't make up for my lost time.

Pretty much described my situation man..
And dont forget the fact that nothing will propably happen anyway

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I think about it often , I had a good group of friends , It was very nice to spend time with them on a daily basis , We had a great bond. I still regret a lot not being able to get a girlfriend , It’s only been a few months since I finished and I miss it

 

[Deleted member 4159]

We're haunted by the memories we never had

 

[Deleted member 19756]

Is anyone here from a very strict religious upbringing? This is what fucked me up the most. Foids were very secretive in their sexuality. They were probably fucking all the chads and still going to church on Sundays. Only a handful of the fat ones stayed virgins.

 

[Frenchcel54]

I don't miss high school i was just bullied by femoids now I almost don't see any it's better for me

 

[PPEcel]

I moved on but I sometimes do get the inescapable feeling that my four years at boarding school has irreparably molded me as a person and my outlook on my miserable life.

 

[overformanlets]

Highschool was hell, every day i'd see my oneitis that didn't even know I exist. I'd look at her interact with all the other guys and sit in the back thinking about the quickest way to rope cuz she will experience her life to the fullest with other men while I will rot for the rest of my life

 

[bananapile69]

Bro, highschool were the last of my bluepilled days, it was a peaceful existence full of coping.

 

[Ugly_equals_Death]

There is a way to solve this but i have no power to tell. Too strong is the pain.