EVERY DAY I MAKE A THREAD ABOUT HOW I CANNOT LIVE THIS SHITTY LIFE ANYMORE
I FEEL LIKE GARBAGE
ONLY KICK IN MY LIFE ARE DRUGS
I CANNOT BARE THIS LONLINESS MAN,I JUST NEED A WARM HUG FOR FUCKS SAKE
PEOPLE ALWAYS RESPOND WITH:You will get over it thru years but I CANNOT WAIT
Im too much of a pussy to rope
I just posted about this in another thread, your need for human affection is a weakness, if you don't fix that weakness you will continuously get hurt.
But here is the problem, human contact is rooted very deeply inside our brain so fixing it is hard, I'm currently through your same situation and I'm trying to find a way.
I'm on anti anxiety pills and anti depressants, they help, at least I feel relaxed and weirdly happy XD, it's like your life is shit but you still feel happy. But the need for a girl is still present. I'm looking for a way to fix this an be sure that I will post it here when I find it.
Some stuff I already tried:
*Alcohol: ruins your life
*Conditioning into being transgender to access to the same benefits of girls: I am too big, huge frame so it wouldn't work, i didn't really tried this, just tought about it but it may work for small guys, why it may work? Because it's scientifically proved that everyone has a bit of attraction to the same gender so it's about stimulating that part, also once you start taking hormones your mind will probably change.
*Gym: it works but you need to get addicted to it, for me it takes around 2 weeks of going every day 2 HS, the last time I tryed it I had to stop for personal reasons but I'm already trying again. I think that it works because your focus moves from girls to your body, i mean, you will be very busy doing your diet and training to think about girls and it can become a really strong addiction.