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Snhook
I regret every post I’ve ever written on this site
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- Joined
- Jun 7, 2022
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- 1,380
Like I'll be having an ordinary or even above average decent day until I come across some blackpill which ruins it. Maybe I see a happy couple holding hands. Maybe I'll see a gigstacy that I'll never ever be able to ascend with. Maybe a foid disrespects me and is rude to me.
Then whenever I remember how much of a sexless loser I am I just end up thinking about it repetitively non-stop all day. I think about why women are so cruel to me, why I had to be so unlucky to have below-average facial features, why my natural personality had to be one of an awkward introvert.
I try to turn my mind to copes such as learning languages (I speak moderate spanish and I'm currently learning french) as well as studying for my degree. But I always end up contemplating the blackpill and finding my way back to these forums. idk, maybe I just need more time before I swallow the pill entirely.
Then whenever I remember how much of a sexless loser I am I just end up thinking about it repetitively non-stop all day. I think about why women are so cruel to me, why I had to be so unlucky to have below-average facial features, why my natural personality had to be one of an awkward introvert.
I try to turn my mind to copes such as learning languages (I speak moderate spanish and I'm currently learning french) as well as studying for my degree. But I always end up contemplating the blackpill and finding my way back to these forums. idk, maybe I just need more time before I swallow the pill entirely.