Hope and Change
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- Joined
- Feb 12, 2022
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I was in a group of friends (4 in total) and they kicked me out because they said they'll start going to nightclubs with some other guys and they didn't want me around them, I literally cannot even have friends, Im 18 and I feel like my life ended when I was 13, I can never have friends, let alone a girlfriend that would love me. I can't even be liked how am I suppost to be loved? I can't even been seen as a friend how am I suppost to be seen as a lover? The way I found out was brutal as well, I messaged one of the three on steam yesterday (who also is my classmate) and asked him why don't we hang out anymore. He just straight up ignored me, today I logged into insta and saw the other message, there are people here who can't have girlfriends but I cannot even have friends. Masturbation don't even make me feel any good anymore either, I feel like the only thing left to do is rope but I still don't wanna do that, im so sad and idk what to even live for anymore. I guess I'll just hardcore cope until I can't take it anymore