Venting I cant do this Christian stuff anymore......

[SlayaCaleb88]

After dealing with being an incel for years I have come to the realise that I can't keep being hard on my self and blaming my self for this, I was raised a Christian and some how feel that this is Gods fault why I am like this, many times I have asked him why I can't find a girl friend and why I struggle to talk to people in real life and many times I have gotten no answer from him at all. Its always been a dream of mine to have a family and live like they did in the olden days God lets people have hookup sex and everything but wont even let me have a family?
What the fuck?

Its gotten to the point where I hate Jesus more than foids now, I mean just this week on facebook I had to watch these two that went to my youth group get married and have some romantic holiday.................... I don't know what I did to God to deserve this at all, its gotten to the point where I just hear the word Jesus I feel like one of those Sjws getting triggered. He lets all these other Christians get married but not me at all........

God probably expects me to sit back and thy will be done and I find someone when Im 52??
I don't even see my self lasting that long. The main reason I want a wife is not even for sexual stuff at all, its so I can continue my family tree and have some kind of campanionship. Does he think I am asking for too much? Am I?

 

[SlayerSlayer]

You are not ENTITLED to a family inkwell

 

[SpergcelLD]

Religion is a gigacope. It was even created as one to comfort whatever depressed farmers who lost their family. And christianity is one of them, just more successful. It's the belief you will go to hell if you roped, that everything will be solved if you pray hard enough.

 

[Mystic]

If God exists he chose to put us all in this misery. He deserves our scorn, not our worship.

 

[Deleted member 20056]

Christianity isn't about satisfying yourself. It is, in its origins, an incel religion that worships an ultimate Chad. It is a cope to reject the worth of this temporal life by inventing an eternal and perfect afterlife and making out that your weakness and selflessness is what will allow you access to it. What Christianity allows its incel followers to do is make subordination holy. Not only are we all cucked before the ultimate Chad (God), but our very cuckedness is good, so that pious incels become spiritually superior to physically superior, life-affirming Chad, and it is spirit that really matters in this doctrine! Consider the birth of Jesus. God impregnates Mary without having sex, Joseph raises the child, and it is considered the most holy of affairs. It is not difficult to see the life-hating incel psychology behind this story.

I encourage you to see the worth of Christian-like religion for us incels. These Christian values are not good for us in isolation, but they are good for us substantiated in a culture. What is compassion and charity towards the infirm for an incel? Certainly, compassion and charity for the incel!

 

[Salustio]

God exist, you should wash your mouth. We ethnics are the CHOsen people.

You cuck, go and study the misogynistic Christian doctrine that can save your life. As a man you have to uncuck yourself by studying true Christianity and abandoning cuckstianity

 

[Blacktarpill]

I dont like religions tbh. I dont need them.

 

[iblamemyself]

Every believer struggles with these feelings at some point tbh. This is mandatory, otherwise you would not be a real believer but a sheep.

 

[Eternal Observer]

They say God tests his most worthy soldiers. We must all be some legend tier worthy motherfuckers if thats the case

 

[Deleted member 4159]

If there is a god, he isn't fair. The worst part is Christians (especially good looking ones) think that their success in life is due to god favoring them (which in a way is true. If god exists, then he gave them better genetics).

 

[Hell]

God decided he wants you to be a monk

 

[Hate_my_life]

In all honesty OP, to me you're sounding like a whiny cunt that's angry at God for something that didn't go your way.

It's like someone getting annoyed at God because they didn't win the lottery - which they wanted to use the money to help the homeless.

It sounds like you've been doing this "Christian stuff" in hopes of finding a woman and start a family, which in all honesty is just self-destruction and not the reason one chooses to be a christian.

1 Peter 5: 10 And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
Hebrews 4:16 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.


I know I'm staying an Incel for life (confirmed by the absolute state of my face) and that pain haunts me every day whenever I see a couple kissing/holding hands or even when I see a foid tbh.
Christianity has given me a hope which I'm trying to ride out until I die. I'll probably be hated by everyone I'll ever come across in life but it's reassuring to know there's at least one person who cares.

 

[SlayaCaleb88]

In all honesty OP, to me you're sounding like a whiny cunt that's angry at God for something that didn't go your way.

It's like someone getting annoyed at God because they didn't win the lottery - which they wanted to use the money to help the homeless.

It sounds like you've been doing this "Christian stuff" in hopes of finding a woman and start a family, which in all honesty is just self-destruction and not the reason one chooses to be a christian.

1 Peter 5: 10 And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
Hebrews 4:16 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.


I know I'm staying an Incel for life (confirmed by the absolute state of my face) and that pain haunts me every day whenever I see a couple kissing/holding hands or even when I see a foid tbh.
Christianity has given me a hope which I'm trying to ride out until I die. I'll probably be hated by everyone I'll ever come across in life but it's reassuring to know there's at least one person who cares.

Fuck your God dude, I ain't gonna worship someone who tests me up to this point, any God who tests someone this hard is not worthy of worship whatsoever. I don't even enjoy this life to be honest and I would rather have no afterlife than go to Heaven and be around someone whos caused so much shit. I'm sorry if I sound like a whining cunt but I just can't love someone who is denying me something I so badly need, I was going fine with this christian stuff until I started having this incel problem. He makes it even worse by putting these perfect genetic people around me, most of the time I went to church I was just sitting in a corner on my phone the whole time because I couldn't talk to anyone at all. Every day feels like a day in purgatory to be honest. It just ain't the incel thing either its the whole social thing.

 

[Player]

OP, you need to understand, that Christian God, as well as gods of several other religions, is just a dream about perfect government.

Let it go. There is no God you believe in. Stop blame empty skies.

 

[Hate_my_life]

Fuck your God dude, I ain't gonna worship someone who tests me up to this point, any God who tests someone this hard is not worthy of worship whatsoever. I don't even enjoy this life to be honest and I would rather have no afterlife than go to Heaven and be around someone whos caused so much shit. I'm sorry if I sound like a whining cunt but I just can't love someone who is denying me something I so badly need, I was going fine with this christian stuff until I started having this incel problem. He makes it even worse by putting these perfect genetic people around me, most of the time I went to church I was just sitting in a corner on my phone the whole time because I couldn't talk to anyone at all. Every day feels like a day in purgatory to be honest. It just ain't the incel thing either its the whole social thing.

I'm not forcing you to worship anyone and whatever your stance is on free will, at the end of it you have the decision to decide what you want to do with your life.

All I'm highlighting is your treating God like a genie which isn't what God is.
Here's your thinking:

God does something for me ----> Me Happy ----> Me say "Thank you" and give him a quick 5 minute prayer to say thank you ----> Then I'll tell him to fuck off whenever he doesn't do something for me.

All conditional. That's not what faith is.
John 20:29 Jesus said, "Thomas, do you have faith because you have seen me? The people who have faith in me without seeing me are the ones who are really blessed!"

You may have been raised a christian, but that doesn't explicitly make you a Christian.
It's akin to some whore that stated she's a christian and a pornstar but it doesn't matter because God forgives and forgets. All conditional.

I just can't love someone who is denying me something I so badly need

That's not love.
Love is sacrificing something which you'd need for the greater good.
Love is dying for someone so they can live a better life.

until I started having this incel problem. He makes it even worse by putting these perfect genetic people around me, most of the time I went to church I was just sitting in a corner on my phone the whole time because I couldn't talk to anyone at all. Every day feels like a day in purgatory to be honest. It just ain't the incel thing either its the whole social thing.

Indeed, this entire world does feel like a joke (ded srs ngl). At times I'd privately just scream to God telling him to take my life tomorrow and in return make my families life better as a result because it just feels like everyone's against me for no reason.
Of course, I'd be broken when I wake up and get through the following day without leaving the very earth with people that despise me and make majority of my life unbearable.

Romans 8:27-28
27 He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God.
28 That's why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.

We are told in the bible that we will also go through hardships as well:

Matthew 10:22 "You will be hated by everyone on account of my name......."

so I'm not entirely surprised that my/your life has turned out the way it is.

Christianity won't solve your Inceldom or my Inceldom and if anyone joins Christianity in hopes of solving some issue, then you're doing it for the wrong reasons and it'll just lead to more pain ontop of your current crap situation.

 

[Terranigma]

lots of weird mental gymnastics about how getting constantly fucked over by a supposedly benevolent, all knowing and all powerful being is somehow a good thing

imagine being this cucked. You're just God's orbiter and he doesn't even exist, lol.

At least the foids that are being orbited by cucks are real.

 

[♥HonestlyEndMe♥]

Listen, the reason nothing is making sense is because you're trying to reconcile a lie with reality and believe in both at the same time. You were raised to believe something you've never actually experienced as real, yet your life situation that you hate is as real as it gets. If you let go of religion and recognize that your situation isn't being done to you by a higher power but is just a random and ultimately meaningless occurance, at least you can think about it more rationally.

 

[Emba]

Fuck you (((god)))! You suck!

Only Nature is real. (blackpill)

 

[RandomGuy]

A boss in heaven is the best excuse for a boss on earth, therefore if god did exist, he would have to be abolished.

 

[StaroRavager]

Anybody who associates themselves with a religion past the age 15 is incapable of thinking for themselves

 

[Dionysus]

become an atheist

 

[seija]

Christianity is a literal joke at this point.

 

[Ellsworth]

Have you tried discussing this with your pastor or will he just give you blue pilled platitudes.

 

[Mystic]

Anybody who associates themselves with a religion past the age 15 is incapable of thinking for themselves

 

[masterwizard]

I was raised a Christian and some how feel that this is Gods fault why I am like this, many times

Rule number one is that God isn't there to hit up for favors, especially not these days. His hand his probably hovering over the self destruct button seeing how bad and degenerate we have become.

God isn't going to help you - you have to help yourself. The preacher from the poisden adventure is probably the best interpretation of christianity I've seen.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Christianity is a very cucked religion. Mary is a lucky whore who told her husband that the son of his wife boyfriend is the spawn of God and got away with this. JFL at catholic literal Whore Worshipers. Also , Jesus saved a prostitute from a righteous punishment(stoning) and Paul preached gender equality.

 

[FinnCel]

My problem with Christianity:
All copes are sin

If I believe on god, I should die immediately so I can get to heaven.
My loneliness just makes me want to drink alcohol which is a sin