
Deleted member 18975
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Everything seems like a waste of time. The amount of time i put into studying, the amount of effort i put into trying to be someone who gets less hated because of his looks, the unnecessary effort into trying to be more attractive, every single thing.
I dont know why i keep on living tbh. 24 year old and i cant keep going. I see these people around, always full of energy, not aware of the blackpill (because it doesnt affect them) going through life and archieving shit. They also dont understand why i am always down and act suprised when i am not into the shit they are (Normies being Normies).
Life is a waste of time, if you are a sub5-man. There is no reason to keep going. What are you gonna do with your money that you earn later? Are you seriously earning it just for yourself? For whom are you studying so hard?
There comes a point where even your body stops giving a fuck and only wants to eat and be lazy. My brain has no power and wants me stop all these shit and rot somewhere. I feel defeated.
Everytime there is a thread about suicide i can relate. We know that we have already lost but still continue...but why and for whom?
I dont know why i keep on living tbh. 24 year old and i cant keep going. I see these people around, always full of energy, not aware of the blackpill (because it doesnt affect them) going through life and archieving shit. They also dont understand why i am always down and act suprised when i am not into the shit they are (Normies being Normies).
Life is a waste of time, if you are a sub5-man. There is no reason to keep going. What are you gonna do with your money that you earn later? Are you seriously earning it just for yourself? For whom are you studying so hard?
There comes a point where even your body stops giving a fuck and only wants to eat and be lazy. My brain has no power and wants me stop all these shit and rot somewhere. I feel defeated.
Everytime there is a thread about suicide i can relate. We know that we have already lost but still continue...but why and for whom?