SuicideFuel I can’t continue like this anymore

[Skinlesscel]

I can’t handle life like this anymore, I’m 24 at the end of this month… no personal life whatsoever, I did a stupid circumcision last September I not fucking kidding I lost size, from average to small (4 inch max)
No girlfriend, no friends, my family just uses my benefits cash to pay rent and other garbage, my income is low paying, I am short even to middle school kids, all women tower over me further making myself feel overwhelmed and inferior.

Today while working (Slaving would be more appropriate) I can’t ignore seeing every guy walking with a girl and there is not even one who is shorter comparably so.
Even non couples, freaking employees and nurses and what not.
Women don’t look at me like I’m human being… unless it is stupid social worker or some cashier who needs my money.
I literally ran out from my “job” because of my internal pain, I feel like my insides are shaking, my breathing is like as if I took a knife into my body, I don’t know what to do but I just know it, I just know I don’t want to continue living if this is my daily existence, I rather grow the balls to end this madness rather than continue being a disposable tool for the next year.
For some suicide is just a human right because the pain we suffer is too much to endure and stay sane

 

[Deleted member 37146]

I'm sorry I have nothing to say to you.
I feel like I'm looking at my future reading your post.
Good luck.

 

[Deleted member 17235]

Dude, just geomaxx lmao, earn the money by ilegal means if you have to, you don’t have to take your life, just be a little creative about your situation.

ASCENDING DOES NOT BREAK ANY THERMODYNAMICS LAW!, therefore it’s always possible for any of us to reach salvation

 

[Deleted member 37146]

earn the money by ilegal means if you have to

And get arrested and thrown in jail in 2 days max ?
How do you just "earn money by illegal means" anyway, just crossing the street ?
Get shot or thrown in jail theory.

 

[Praise the Sun]

Im kind of in the same position.
You can just hope your brain gets used to inceldom.
And maybe try to get an escort.
But remember, suicide can be whole other hell if you are not careful.

 

[Skinlesscel]

I’m from the Kike Kingdom of cucks, the police here is too fucking advance, Autism goy like me has no chance getting away with anything here, you’re Arab where from? I hope not the west, you’re screwed if you’re from the west
escort I can from next week probably, I used to go once a month pre surgery.. you always feel crap after the stupid deed, I wanted some girl to actually like me… even animals get more love but me, and people with similar situations like me

 

[Deleted member 17235]

And get arrested and thrown in jail in 2 days max ?
How do you just "earn money by illegal means" anyway, just crossing the street ?
Get shot or thrown in jail theory.

Use the minecraft arrow or the axe and earn those diamonds from the creepers,or sell drugs to the minecraft villagers… dude, IF YOU ARE GONNA KILL YOURSELF ANYWAY YOU MIGHT ASWELL PUT ALL YOUR EGGS IN ONE FINAL BASKET AND TRY YOUR LUCK!

You can always off yourself if you get caught by the police if it didn’t work anyway

 

[NoNutNovemberFailed]

Premarital sexhavers needs to get executed

 

[Skinlesscel]

Not jail, that would be even worse, How people managing to live without working? There is no free place I can move with my benefits without having a cuckwage job in the first place I can’t escape reality
Not jail, that would be even worse, How people managing to live without working? There is no free place I can move with my benefits without having a cuckwage job in the first place I can’t escape reality

 

[Deleted member 17235]

I’m from the Kike Kingdom of cucks, the police here is too fucking advance, Autism goy like me has no chance getting away with anything here, you’re Arab where from? I hope not the west, you’re screwed if you’re from the west
escort I can from next week probably, I used to go once a month pre surgery.. you always feel crap after the stupid deed, I wanted some girl to actually like me… even animals get more love but me, and people with similar situations like me

Try to gaymaxx before killing yourself, you never know, you might like it… ,also try drugs, again, you ever know, they might feel better than relationships

if you want a more whitepilled advice I can give it to you but it would take time, people talking about suicide want fast solutions and fast solutions is what I am gonna give you unless you stop crying like a little bitch .

You can also trap minecraft foxes in underground cages, you know, like rushia…

View: https://youtu.be/BVwPZkgsqpI

 

[Skinlesscel]

Damn, sorry for double quoting that, still new around here

Try to gaymaxx before killing yourself, you never know, you might like it… ,also try drugs, again, you ever know, they might feel better than relationships

if you want a more whitepilled advice I can give it to you but it would take time, people talking about suicide want fast solutions and fast solutions is what I am gonna give you unless you want to stop crying like a little bitch .

you can also trap minecraft foxes in underground cages, you know, like rushia…

View: https://youtu.be/BVwPZkgsqpI

I am not a gay and never will be… I hate gays, but I assume they have it easier, folk like us would be the female counterpart, what a joke

 

[Deleted member 17235]

Damn, sorry for double quoting that, still new around here

I am not a gay and never will be… I hate gays, but I assume they have it easier, folk like us would be the female counterpart, what a joke

But seriously dude, just moneymaxx and geomaxx in a couple of years, it’s literally that simple, you might have to also learn a foreign language but that’s easy, anyone can be bilingual, as long as you resign all your hope in your country your mind will be razor sharp focused in getting you to your goals, don’t try to date girls in your country, that’s only gonna give you unnecessary sadness and its just a waste of money tbh, just focus on your goals

 

[Deleted member 37146]

But seriously dude, just moneymaxx and geomaxx in a couple of years, it’s literally that simple, you might have to also learn a foreign language but that’s easy, anyone can be bilingual, as long as you resign all your hope in your country your mind will be razor sharp focused in getting you to your goals, don’t try to date girls in your country, that’s only gonna give you unnecessary sadness and its just a waste of money tbh, just focus on your goals

Your whitepill shit is dumb.
"Just moneymaxx out of nowhere bro, trust me"
"Just go live to a third world country bro, trust me"
"Just grow taller bro, trust me"
It's the brownpill.
The guy wants to off himself you think he's gonna muster up all that motivation to move out on his own to butt fuck nowhere and learn a new language out of his ass ?

 

[Skinlesscel]

That’s really is my goal, I’m in the height of a Asian female I assume so who knows if dating is even possible without some money to tip the scales

 

[WizardofSoda]

The way normies and foids look down on you and talk down to you is the worst. And you get to see them all having fun and enjoying life because they were born with better genetics.

The unearned privilege they have like the insane pride a normie has at being taller than you. I see normies when a manlet is near, and all the normies have their chests puffed out, standing as straight as an arrow and looking down their nose at the manlet with these grins of superiority.

You have to somehow zone out and not care like you couldn't care less about their world. Like ambivelence say when normies and foids are talking about height, you just are like wow ya he is tall, but disinterested yet polite.

Also if its too bleak you have the rope waiting for you at anytime.

 

[Skinlesscel]

And when the money ran out, what I can do for a living there? Escorts will suck off my cash reserve quicker than my balls spunk

The way normies and foids look down on you and talk down to you is the worst. And you get to see them all having fun and enjoying life because they were born with better genetics.

The unearned privilege they have like the insane pride a normie has at being taller than you. I see normies when a manlet is near, and all the normies have their chests puffed out, standing as straight as an arrow and looking down their nose at the manlet with these grins of superiority.

You have to somehow zone out and not care like you couldn't care less about their world. Like ambivelence say when normies and foids are talking about height, you just are like wow ya he is tall, but disinterested yet polite.

Also if its too bleak you have the rope waiting for you at anytime.

I can relate to this

 

[Incelius Savage]

Dude legit cut his penis skin off cuz of female preferences. You are not a man anymore.

 

[Skinlesscel]

Dude legit cut his penis skin off cuz of female preferences. You are not a man anymore.

Nooo you fucking ape, I would NEVER cut my foreskin to please a cum rag… I did so because of phimosis, balanitis and smegma always accumulate I couldn’t even clean the damn thing due to it being tight, never dare say it again

 

[Incelius Savage]

Maybe u should have cleaned it, I did it when I was a child and never did again. Your mother must have not showed you.

 

[Skinlesscel]

Maybe u should have cleaned it, I did it when I was a child and never did again. Your mother must have not showed you.

It was tight, I couldn’t pull it back even when the thing was flaccid, I clean as much as I could but the insides remain and probably led to the other infections.
Now I’m a dicklet too, life is so wonderful thing

 

[Deleted member 38426]

Have you tried therapy?

 

[Skinlesscel]

Have you tried therapy?

Therapy for what? Wasting money to someone who do this and say in a hippie voice: “Size doesn’t matter,height doesn’t matter, be happy and confident blalala, don’t forget to pay for this life changing therapy”
Seriously dude, I lost size due to this circumcision, it is 4 inch max, before it was about average, I read that it can cause it.. my flaccid dick before surgery looked like the Ancient Hellenic statues look at their penis length flaccid..
But now it looks even less, even weirder when you sit down, the heads kinda get pushed into the dick shaft behind it, almost like it swallows the thing.
Never saw cut dicks before but mine looks so dumb like this.. before at least I could relate to the Greek statuses.. chubby a bit so too.

 

[Deleted member 38426]

Therapy for what? Wasting money to someone who do this and say in a hippie voice: “Size doesn’t matter,height doesn’t matter, be happy and confident blalala, don’t forget to pay for this life changing therapy”
Seriously dude, I lost size due to this circumcision, it is 4 inch max, before it was about average, I read that it can cause it.. my flaccid dick before surgery looked like the Ancient Hellenic statues look at their penis length flaccid..
But now it looks even less, even weirder when you sit down, the heads kinda get pushed into the dick shaft behind it, almost like it swallows the thing.
Never saw cut dicks before but mine looks so dumb like this.. before at least I could relate to the Greek statuses.. chubby a bit so too.

Yeah, but it is what it is. Besides, dick size has nothing to do with inceldom since women can't see what you dick size is unless you are naked with them. There are men with similar dick size of your having sex.

 

[_realist_]

Life is nothing but one big cope. But copes don‘t always work.

 

[Skinlesscel]

Yeah, but it is what it is. Besides, dick size has nothing to do with inceldom since women can't see what you dick size is unless you are naked with them. There are men with similar dick size than you having sex.

I am also shorter than… I guess most women, even teen girls tall over me a bit, my dick was normal before, size and body image.. looking at it now makes me suicidal that’s why my name is Skinlesscel.
Before that I was just a regular Manlet dwarf, oh wait… not even a dwarf because I can’t grow facial hair in some areas like at opposite side of your lips, the cheek area close to the end of the lips, no hair ever materialize there for some Autistic reason.
My voice sounds like hentai nerd getting anal from behind, I have speech difficulty, Prostitution is my only option.
When I was younger I never imagine I would end up like this, 24 almost, my life turned from bad to worse

 

[Izayacel]

You copemax and become indifferent , Dont waste effort Into people If you Know already that They want to pushover you and or the next poor Fuck.

 

[Skinlesscel]

Nobody wants anything to do with me even, I just can’t cope and work without an actual life, that’s life even?
why some bastards enjoy normal life while we rot and pay taxes.
I never wanted million girlfriends, expensive cars, houses, swimming pool (can’t even swim), travel like crazy.. I wanted a simple life with a girl to share it and do the things I usually on daily basis… simple, not even that, fate gave me a big F*ck you and smile

 

[_realist_]

Suicidal thoughts are the best cope of all. The option is always there to end it all.

 

[Skinlesscel]

Suicidal thoughts are the best cope of all. The option is always there to end it all.

We ALL know it, no balls my friend, no balls to end this crap why

 

[_realist_]

We ALL know it, no balls my friend, no balls to end this crap why

Deep down we hope things will get better.

 

[Skinlesscel]

Deep down we hope things will get better.

I hope you get better, some of us have too much struggles in life, people here don’t last very long, ER or just Suicide

 

[Knajjd]

Find a job as a hospital porter then look for further jobs in the hospital. They are admin jobs, handy man jobs all sorts or work and you might meet ascend with a grateful patient. It's you working and out and about and even work part time hours if you prefer.

 

[Skinlesscel]

I already work as one, seeing every tall over me is daily torture

I just want to work in a graveyard, so I get to see them all in their wooden/stone burial thingy