I have been drawing since I was a little kid, I was really good at it, as I grew and my face melted then I stopped getting validation from it.
But that is not the worst part...
I perfected for YEARS the human form, learning so many information about how the human body looks like, and I always reached for perfection, trying to draw the most perfect human beings I could.
Right now, I cannot bring myself into drawing anymore, because I would feel like a cuck for creating Chads and Stacies and showing the world these perfect specimens. I would be like an ogre living in his cave making drawing of Chads while actual Chads IRL are out there having sex, meaningful relationships and an active social life. Or drawing giga Stacies the kind that would not even see me as a human being.
And no, I don't feel like drawing ugly people because of this, if you cannot make something beautiful then there's no reason to create any art.
But that is not the worst part...
I perfected for YEARS the human form, learning so many information about how the human body looks like, and I always reached for perfection, trying to draw the most perfect human beings I could.
Right now, I cannot bring myself into drawing anymore, because I would feel like a cuck for creating Chads and Stacies and showing the world these perfect specimens. I would be like an ogre living in his cave making drawing of Chads while actual Chads IRL are out there having sex, meaningful relationships and an active social life. Or drawing giga Stacies the kind that would not even see me as a human being.
And no, I don't feel like drawing ugly people because of this, if you cannot make something beautiful then there's no reason to create any art.
