I can already see my cooworker texting her friends about me

[Weed]

Telling them how creepy I am. i think im done. We just made too many eye contacts today. I don't fucking stare at her tho, I'm just looking in her direction, she just fucking appears to be there, sometimes I'm looking where my mom is or I just look for a sec to see who's there and she fucking turns her head around to see if Im staring at her so instinctively look at her.

Also I was looking at her direction but not at her because when someone talks to me I don't look them in the eyes because slight social anxiety and low self esteem so i was looking in her direction without realizing she's there and there she fucking looks at me so I look at her and it is awkward as fuck. Last episode when she was leaving work I looked through the window to see if my dad is there. I legit looked for 1 fucking second and there she fucking turns her head and its awkward as fuck. Nobody else does that for fuck's sake. Sometimes I see through corner of my eye that she is staring at me(maybe) so as an awkward anxietical retard I just don't look and keep looking at the ground. Just imagine her perspective "ugly chinless fuck staring at me 24/7". She also avoids me lulz fuck.

What fucking upsets me the most is that if I had my fake friend's looks she would randomly talk to me or even sex because she fucked 2 chadlites last year. So she's a typical millennial petite foid lookist. Im so fucking done being subhuman

 

[Nothingness]

Fuck them. Dont bother yourself with those fuckturds

 

[Weed]

Fuck them. Dont bother yourself with those fuckturds

But it keeps happening and I can't stop thinking about how retarded and subhuman I am.. I feel calm only if I shower and try to do something productive or when I'm high

 

[Blacktarpill]

But it keeps happening and I can't stop thinking about how retarded and subhuman I am.. I feel calm only if I shower and try to do something productive or when I'm high

Try ETS2 asap, it will calm you down.

 

[Nothingness]

But it keeps happening and I can't stop thinking about how retarded and subhuman I am.. I feel calm only if I shower and try to do something productive or when I'm high

I live in constant despaire even when i type it i feel it. Im always in agony. But i dont care about others because i know that im ugly. It renders everyting to zrto meaning.

 

[Weed]

Try ETS2 asap, it will calm you down.

I might try. I'm done with dota but meh I wanna focus on ewhoring right now ngl we will see buddy boyo

I live in constant despaire even when i type it i feel it. Im always in agony. But i dont care about others because i know that im ugly. It renders everyting to zrto meaning.

How can you not care about others? Not care what others think about you? That's legit human's nature and part of serotonin in your brain.

 

[Nothingness]

I might try. I'm done with dota but meh I wanna focus on ewhoring right now ngl we will see buddy boyo

How can you not care about others? Not care what others think about you? That's legit human's nature and part of serotonin in your brain.

I can not imagine how someone can care about others. I can jerk of right on streets without slightest discomfort. Actualy i did it.
People are nothing to me. I dont even sense their presence. I can slap a face of stranger without any disturbance. I have no idea of what validation is. I do everything as only i exist. I feel nothing even if my fellow incel price my post. I could not care less. All what im doing i do in my universe where humans mean nothing.

 

[needsolution]

Fuck them. Dont bother yourself with those fuckturds

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Try ETS2 asap

While doing this long ass drive from St. petersburg to Düsseldorf is fell asleep on my keyboard. ETS2 is sleepfuel

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

Rent a truck tbh...

 

[Deleted member 16455]

That's my impression when foids usually give me cold stares

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

I can not imagine how someone can care about others. I can jerk of right on streets without slightest discomfort. Actualy i did it.
People are nothing to me. I dont even sense their presence. I can slap a face of stranger without any disturbance. I have no idea of what validation is. I do everything as only i exist. I feel nothing even if my fellow incel price my post. I could not care less. All what im doing i do in my universe where humans mean nothing.

Fake

 

[Nothingness]

Fake

Fake if you are so myserable that you can not believe in it.

 

[Joelossus]

Try ETS2 asap, it will calm you down.

By far the best advice you could give to literally anybody ngl.

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

Fake if you are so myserable that you can not believe in it.

Just say it is over and ldar

 

[LastGerman]

Just go to her and lift her.

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I can not imagine how someone can care about others. I can jerk of right on streets without slightest discomfort. Actualy i did it.
People are nothing to me. I dont even sense their presence. I can slap a face of stranger without any disturbance. I have no idea of what validation is. I do everything as only i exist. I feel nothing even if my fellow incel price my post. I could not care less. All what im doing i do in my universe where humans mean nothing.

 

[TheReaper]

my female coworker avoid physical contact with me like I'm some kind of deadly disease.
and yes, living between normies is fucking embarassing.

 

[78980n]

Rent a truck tbh...

 

[Weed]

I can not imagine how someone can care about others. I can jerk of right on streets without slightest discomfort. Actualy i did it.
People are nothing to me. I dont even sense their presence. I can slap a face of stranger without any disturbance. I have no idea of what validation is. I do everything as only i exist. I feel nothing even if my fellow incel price my post. I could not care less. All what im doing i do in my universe where humans mean nothing.

larps me

my female coworker avoid physical contact with me like I'm some kind of deadly disease.
and yes, living between normies is fucking embarassing.

Provide examples ded srs

 

[zangano1]

Prepare for #MeToo

 

[NEETard]

Nah she doesnt give a shit about you. You dont exist in her world and you really think she texts her friends about you, let alone think about you for a split second outside of work?

 

[Weed]

Nah she doesnt give a shit about you. You dont exist in her world and you really think she texts her friends about you, let alone think about you for a split second outside of work?

It's hard not to think about a creepy subhuman

 

[NEETard]

It's hard not to think about a creepy subhuman

Keep coping. To creep out a girl she has to know you exist first

 

[TheReaper]

Provide examples ded srs

we work together behind the counter to sell things to customers.
sometimes we need to shift our places but the walk area is very small so we should make involuntary physical conctact in those occasions,
but she press herself against the wall to avoid touching me,
or she changes the place of some things so I don't have to go near her.
shit like this basically.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I don't fucking stare at her tho, I'm just looking in her direction. I legit looked for 1 fucking second and there she fucking turns her head and its awkward as fuck. Nobody else does that for fuck's sake.

I can't tell you how many times I've had this happen, especially with ugly foids that I wouldn't even let suck my dick. I think they do this on purpose for attention. I don't look away from women, I simply glaze my eyes over them, like I'm staring through them.

 

[ihaveno1]

teach hER a lesson

 

[Dionysus]

teach hER a lesson

 

[Vermilioncore]

What's gonna happen next episode?

 

[Emba]

What's gonna happen next episode?

Curious
As well