It's been a long time, pretty much masterbation every day for a year easy. I try and take a break, the urges are too strong, all of this because I am a 25 year old human being, a sexual being, which is being deprived of sex, love and affection.
Because of this, a few years ago I noticed I continually was attracted more to younger girls, schoolgirls, JB, teens in their prime, in essence a hebephile and ephebophile. This is more common than normies and females believe, it just isn't acted upon.
However in recent years it's become stronger, I genuinely blame this on females, if I wasn't bullied and treat like shit based on RNG from the moment I popped out of the womb then I wouldn't have to resort to these feelings and desires. Plus, most adult females these days are orange, have so many layers on (you know what I mean) fat lips, fake tits, fake ass, fake hair, the lot, it doesn't turn me on.
Now of course, 7-8 year olds dress like sluts now, there were tops with their belly buttons showing etc, is this my fault? No, of course not, it's the cucked father or the whore of a mother whose letting them dress like that. All you have to do is walk down the street, 10 year old girls are wearing tight yoga pants, and little tops like your every day 19 year old whore does.
Literally everytime I watch TV or walk down the street, all I see are whores, nothing else, or blackpilled couples, try and find a couple in public with a shorter man, not really a tall woman, but just a short man in general, same hieght 5ft 2? Nahhhh, that whore needs a man whose at least 1ft taller than her for ego purposes.
In my world, you teach the little girls what respect and manners are, and what love ACTUALLY means, as oppose to have books, TV, films, social media and more than ever, LAW AND SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE of cuckoldry, cheating and selfishness. If these things weren't so degenerate, and females had a heart, we wouldn't be in this mess, I wouldn't need to take my sexual needs elsewhere.
Because of this, a few years ago I noticed I continually was attracted more to younger girls, schoolgirls, JB, teens in their prime, in essence a hebephile and ephebophile. This is more common than normies and females believe, it just isn't acted upon.
However in recent years it's become stronger, I genuinely blame this on females, if I wasn't bullied and treat like shit based on RNG from the moment I popped out of the womb then I wouldn't have to resort to these feelings and desires. Plus, most adult females these days are orange, have so many layers on (you know what I mean) fat lips, fake tits, fake ass, fake hair, the lot, it doesn't turn me on.
Now of course, 7-8 year olds dress like sluts now, there were tops with their belly buttons showing etc, is this my fault? No, of course not, it's the cucked father or the whore of a mother whose letting them dress like that. All you have to do is walk down the street, 10 year old girls are wearing tight yoga pants, and little tops like your every day 19 year old whore does.
Literally everytime I watch TV or walk down the street, all I see are whores, nothing else, or blackpilled couples, try and find a couple in public with a shorter man, not really a tall woman, but just a short man in general, same hieght 5ft 2? Nahhhh, that whore needs a man whose at least 1ft taller than her for ego purposes.
In my world, you teach the little girls what respect and manners are, and what love ACTUALLY means, as oppose to have books, TV, films, social media and more than ever, LAW AND SOCIAL ACCEPTANCE of cuckoldry, cheating and selfishness. If these things weren't so degenerate, and females had a heart, we wouldn't be in this mess, I wouldn't need to take my sexual needs elsewhere.
