Venting I avoid life.

[guessthatsit]

Its kind of ironic to say this since I have an evangelion pfp atm, but I avoid living. I avoid going out. I avoid talking to people. I avoid trying out new things. I am constantly paranoid that something bad will happen if I talk to that person, or go to some place where people gather. I try my hardest to just float through life. What other choice do I have? Everything I tried my hand at as a kid ended in failure. Making friends by being kind? Fail. Kindness is for the weak. Normies love those who oppress them. They love power. Making a girlfriend? Rejection. My oneitis told me to "kys <3". I look like a 14 year old. Nobody takes me seriously due to my height, frame and face.

I know life can never give me what I want. It's better to be a shut Incel antisocial weirdo than go out of your way to interact with others, only to get humiliated and rejected.

It seems free will is another privilege which we will never have.

 

[Super Nigger Boy]

brutal anxietypill it's over

 

[lnceI]

<3

mogs me

 

[guessthatsit]

Should've posted this in ID fuck

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Relatable. These days I simply avoid everything; I don't see the point in doing anything, because I have full knowledge of the outcome that awaits me—more misery, humiliation, and disappointment. Giving up and avoiding everything is a rational option when your entire life has been hell; it is certainly preferable to delusion and a futile chase for a dangling carrot.

 

[guessthatsit]

Relatable. These days I simply avoid everything; I don't see the point in doing anything, because I have full knowledge of the outcome that awaits me—more misery, humiliation, and disappointment. Giving up and avoiding everything is a rational option when your entire life has been hell; it is certainly preferable to delusion and a futile chase for a dangling carrot.

 

[Ritalincel]

XD

 

[Paladin]

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rit sighting

 

[Animecel2D]

life avoids me

 

[Doesitmatter?]

How tall brocel? I have littrally been told by a girl "i thought you were 18" at 21

 

[guessthatsit]

How tall brocel? I have littrally been told by a girl "i thought you were 18" at 21

5'5 kek

 

[Fed_911]

life avoids me

 

[FastBlast]

Same here. It's hard to want to participate in life when all you faced was rejection and humiliation

 

[Midnight Animal]

Relatable. These days I simply avoid everything; I don't see the point in doing anything, because I have full knowledge of the outcome that awaits me—more misery, humiliation, and disappointment. Giving up and avoiding everything is a rational option when your entire life has been hell; it is certainly preferable to delusion and a futile chase for a dangling carrot.

Same, and when you get old enough you never doubt yourself about this.

 

[psycho123]

brutal anxietypill it's over