SuicideFuel I am tired of people. Ive fallen too deep into higher awareness of the human species and reality, I'm detached from people

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

I'm losing it. I just want to be done with people. I envy those who are somehow able to live in isolation in a secluded location. How I wish to experience that. I'm done with people. All so stupid and vapid. So petty and tiny. Acting as though they're above the beasts that tear each other apart in the savanna. I'm in too deep. Pure nuclear atomic blackpill, being sufficiently aware of the absence of direction and logic in life, the utter inability to relate to another soul IRL. Taken an immense toll on me. I am an empty man now. The walking dead. Dead man walking. I'm on borrowed time already. I don't live, I just stagger around as a walking husk. 20 years on this earth with no female affection and its somehow my fault. No, there is no point in trying if you're fully blackpilled. You'd know you're better off just roping instead of wasting your time. Tired of people regurgitating the notion that you need to try first or you're volcel or some other low IQ niggerbrain take. I'm fucking drowning

 

[ItsovERfucks]

I'm losing it. I just want to be done with people. I envy those who are somehow able to live in isolation in a secluded location. How I wish to experience that. I'm done with people. All so stupid and vapid. So petty and tiny. Acting as though they're above the beasts that tear each other apart in the savanna. I'm in too deep. Pure nuclear atomic blackpill, being sufficiently aware of the absence of direction and logic in life, the utter inability to relate to another soul IRL. Taken an immense toll on me. I am an empty man now. The walking dead. Dead man walking. I'm on borrowed time already. I don't live, I just stagger around as a walking husk. 20 years on this earth with no female affection and its somehow my fault. No, there is no point in trying if you're fully blackpilled. You'd know you're better off just roping instead of wasting your time. Tired of people regurgitating the notion that you need to try first or you're volcel or some other low IQ niggerbrain take. I'm fucking drowning

I'm here with you man

 

[Jud Pottah]

Blackpillers are alone, and walk alone. That´s a fact.

 

[KillNiggers]

I’ve read every word and it was as if I was reading my own mind.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

I’ve read every word and it was as if I was reading my own mind.

The worst part about all this is that you can't talk to anyone irl about it without being sent to the psych ward. So I stand alone, as always

 

[Lonelyus]

I'm losing it. I just want to be done with people. I envy those who are somehow able to live in isolation in a secluded location. How I wish to experience that. I'm done with people. All so stupid and vapid. So petty and tiny. Acting as though they're above the beasts that tear each other apart in the savanna. I'm in too deep. Pure nuclear atomic blackpill, being sufficiently aware of the absence of direction and logic in life, the utter inability to relate to another soul IRL. Taken an immense toll on me. I am an empty man now. The walking dead. Dead man walking. I'm on borrowed time already. I don't live, I just stagger around as a walking husk. 20 years on this earth with no female affection and its somehow my fault. No, there is no point in trying if you're fully blackpilled. You'd know you're better off just roping instead of wasting your time. Tired of people regurgitating the notion that you need to try first or you're volcel or some other low IQ niggerbrain take. I'm fucking drowning

This whole life is a dick measuring contest, Better stay sane and out of it.

 

[Jud Pottah]

The worst part about all this is that you can't talk to anyone irl about it without being sent to the psych ward. So I stand alone, as always

The closest thing to a community, you got it here!

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

This whole life is a dick measuring contest, Better stay sane and out of it.

Wish I could man up and embrace death

 

[Jud Pottah]

This whole life is a dick measuring contest, Better stay sane and out of it.

Aspire my fellow NEET.

 

[KillNiggers]

The worst part about all this is that you can't talk to anyone irl about it without being sent to the psych ward. So I stand alone, as always

Talking to literal NPCs won’t help of course. Every normie has to live your life to know how shit it is.

 

[Lonelyus]

Wish I could man up and embrace death

Aspire my fellow NEET.

I dont fear death, I welcome it, Im indifferent to it and i welcome it once again.




Greetings fellow NEET @Jud Pottah

 

[Jud Pottah]

I dont fear death, I welcome it, Im indifferent to it and i welcome it once again.

Yeah i mean, it will come.
The only thing it can do, is redeem us off bad memories, deprivation, and the cell responsible for this shitty reality.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Talking to literal NPCs won’t help of course. Every normie has to live your life to know how shit it is.

There is no worse feeling than knowing nobody will understand. You are alone in your struggle. I think about writing down my thoughts on paper and hopefully expressing myself somehow but even then normies would dismiss anything I say and just say it was my fault for not trying after I'm dead. Dismiss this life, worship death. Death is a gift, genuinely. It is almost empowering in a way, to me

 

[KillNiggers]

There is no worse feeling than knowing nobody will understand. You are alone in your struggle. I think about writing down my thoughts on paper and hopefully expressing myself somehow but even then normies would dismiss anything I say and just say it was my fault for not trying after I'm dead. Dismiss this life, worship death. Death is a gift, genuinely. It is almost empowering in a way, to me

Yep. This is the ultimate vantablackpill. All humans equal in death. I really don’t think others are sentient. Just sacks of meats waiting until they die.

 

[Jud Pottah]

There is no worse feeling than knowing nobody will understand. You are alone in your struggle. I think about writing down my thoughts on paper and hopefully expressing myself somehow but even then normies would dismiss anything I say and just say it was my fault for not trying after I'm dead. Dismiss this life, worship death. Death is a gift, genuinely. It is almost empowering in a way, to me

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVjN6073uow
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[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Yep. This is the ultimate vantablackpill. All humans equal in death. I really don’t think others are sentient. Just sacks of meats waiting until they die.

I can't even begin to express the thoughts I'm having. This is like skin-deep tbh. Its worse than any torture out there. Being a severely blackpilled incel is the most intense mental suffering known to man. Its sapped me of any will to do anything, eat food, watch movies, listen to music, etc.

 

[KillNiggers]

I can't even begin to express the thoughts I'm having. This is like skin-deep tbh. Its worse than any torture out there. Being a severely blackpilled incel is the most intense mental suffering known to man. Its sapped me of any will to do anything, eat food, watch movies, listen to music, etc.

This. No copes work anymore. I only sleep to avoid reality but the same shit happens even in my dreams. Nobody understands me even there. Completely alone in my dreams.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

This. No copes work anymore. I only sleep to avoid reality but the same shit happens even in my dreams. Nobody understands me even there. Completely alone in my dreams.

Going insane from hyper-sanity

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Help me

 

[Friezacel]

Its scary how much i relate

 

[curryboy420]

Try 26 and now nobody even cares about what I think or feel I'm just a ghost that watches other people and I kind of hate all of them

 

[mlcurrycel]

I can't even begin to express the thoughts I'm having. This is like skin-deep tbh. Its worse than any torture out there. Being a severely blackpilled incel is the most intense mental suffering known to man. Its sapped me of any will to do anything, eat food, watch movies, listen to music, etc.

Before you rope, get into mysticism as one last cope. Become a Freemason, or join a Hindu meditation group, or something. Just give it a try and use suspension of disbelief for a month or half a year. Then you can rope if it doesn't help

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Before you rope, get into mysticism as one last cope. Become a Freemason, or join a Hindu meditation group, or something. Just give it a try and use suspension of disbelief for a month or half a year. Then you can rope if it doesn't help

Are you fucking retarded? Either full blown retardation or solid bait. I've been atheist since 7th grade, mysticism is horseshit

 

[SupremeGentleCel]

Blackpillers are alone, and walk alone. That´s a fact.

And will forever be alone.
Once you see it, you cannot unsee it.
Once you take the black pill, there is no return.

Black pill is more than Toilets, dating and blah blah blah blah.
Most Normies (and society in general) Work > Eat > Fuck and nothing else, apart from that.
Most people live pathetic lives, and I am looking for a higher purpose, apart from working out daily and going to my job, as an electrician

 

[Jud Pottah]

And will forever be alone.
Once you see it, you cannot unsee it.
Once you take the black pill, there is no return.

Black pill is more than Toilets, dating and blah blah blah blah.
Most Normies (and society in general) Work > Eat > Fuck and nothing else, apart from that.
Most people live pathetic lives, and I am looking for a higher purpose, apart from working out daily and going to my job, as an electrician

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Most people live pathetic lives, and I am lookingfor a higher purpose, apart from working out daily and going to my job, as an electrician

Your genes dictated you will die a sad, measly, insignificant excuse for a life, just like the millions of others. Sucks doesn't it?

 

[SupremeGentleCel]

20 years on this earth with no female affection

Shit pisses me off too, and it´s going completely against your biology as a man

 

[SupremeGentleCel]

Your genes dictated you will die a sad, measly, insignificant excuse for a life, just like the millions of others. Sucks doesn't it?

Tell me please, how else am I supposed to cope?
Not working? Not improving my mental health by working out?
I try to make the best of my situation, even if it´s bad.
Better than roping or swallowing 1 gram of methadone.
I moneymaxx to afford more copes and higher quality copes

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Shit pisses me off too, and it´s going completely against your biology as a man

Since last night I've had intense stress and anxiety over this. The feeling of complete helplessness. I don't want to watch porn, I don't want to go out, I don't want to do anything bc the only thing on my fucking mind is how over it is. Fuck man wtf do i do? I want a fucking way out yet I don't see one anywhere. I'm so stressed, I can't handle this anymore. I can't live like this. The worst part is there's nobody to talk to irl either. My parents don't know why I'm actually depressed, I couldn't even tell them if I wanted to. I know they know its over for me anyway, I'm sure of it. They're coping, but they know I'm a fucking loser who was fucked from the get-go. My stepbrother is 21 and has a kid due in May, you know how much that makes me feel like shit? I can't take the stress anymore, idk what I'm gonna do, I can't live like this.

 

[SupremeGentleCel]

My parents don't know why I'm actually depressed,

Hits home, because no one will understand the train of thought, of guys similar to us.
No one gives a fuck, cause they live in their own fantasy world

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Tell me please, how else am I supposed to cope?
Not working? Not improving my mental health by working out?
I try to make the best of my situation, even if it´s bad.
Better than roping or swallowing 1 gram of methadone.
I moneymaxx to afford more copes and higher quality copes

I don't know man, idk man. Idk what the fuck to do, I'm fucking losing sleep over this. I can't even fucking look at porn anymore. I don't wanna do anymore drugs, I don't wanna get wasted, I just want this one thing in life and I can't fucking get it??? I can't fucking handle it rn, I'm having a fucking anxiety attack over this shit rn

 

[DarkStar]

I'm losing it. I just want to be done with people. I envy those who are somehow able to live in isolation in a secluded location. How I wish to experience that. I'm done with people. All so stupid and vapid. So petty and tiny. Acting as though they're above the beasts that tear each other apart in the savanna. I'm in too deep. Pure nuclear atomic blackpill, being sufficiently aware of the absence of direction and logic in life, the utter inability to relate to another soul IRL. Taken an immense toll on me. I am an empty man now. The walking dead. Dead man walking. I'm on borrowed time already. I don't live, I just stagger around as a walking husk. 20 years on this earth with no female affection and its somehow my fault.

Extremely relatable: Every time I have to interact with a normie, be it work, college, or some acquaintance/""friend"" I have begging me for something(usually 70% of the reason they ever talk to me) I am baffled by the sheer lack of awareness they have about literally everything.

Whenever I talk to someone irl about some topic I am even remotely interested in, I for just a brief few seconds think "maybe some normies aren't that retarded" yet they always then spew out something utterly fucking ignorant & it's a flashback to the grim reality of life.

And yes, I wish I could Ted Kaczynskimaxx also & just live in a Cabin alone.

No, there is no point in trying if you're fully blackpilled. You'd know you're better off just roping instead of wasting your time. Tired of people regurgitating the notion that you need to try first or your volcel or some other low IQ niggerbrain take. I'm fucking drowning

I just have aspirations to at least be financially independent, live by myself, be able to fund copes & enjoy things I have always wanted, etc.

I’ve read every word and it was as if I was reading my own mind.

 

[DarkStar]

Talking to literal NPCs won’t help of course. Every normie has to live your life to know how shit it is.

Most normies simply cannot truly be blackpilled: Partially because they have never spent a single day in our shoes, but I also suspect some biological & mental reasoning why. I plan on researching this more & making a thread on it.

Death is a gift, genuinely. It is almost empowering in a way, to me

All humans equal in death. I really don’t think others are sentient. Just sacks of meats waiting until they die.

This is true: It often brings me comfort knowing that regardless of what some normie, chad, foid, etc. does in life, they will always ultimately fall to the same eventual ending; pure death.

Going insane from hyper-sanity

Help me

I know this will sound generic, but based on what you said in some other comments on this thread, have you considered any kind of mediationmaxxing? Honestly, it's probably the only thing I can think of that(kind of) works in allowing for us to have some moments of tranquility in this nightmare. Also, you should make sure you are getting enough sleep; I went a few days with poor sleep & it made me feel much worse.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Try 26 and now nobody even cares about what I think or feel I'm just a ghost that watches other people and I kind of hate all of them

I relate to you I hate those indifferent assholes, but don’t worry brocel keep hoping that our wish will come true that humans will go extinct like the dinosaurs and humanity wiped out of the world will be great for how disgusting humans have treated each other including us

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

I'm losing it. I just want to be done with people. I envy those who are somehow able to live in isolation in a secluded location. How I wish to experience that. I'm done with people. All so stupid and vapid. So petty and tiny. Acting as though they're above the beasts that tear each other apart in the savanna. I'm in too deep. Pure nuclear atomic blackpill, being sufficiently aware of the absence of direction and logic in life, the utter inability to relate to another soul IRL. Taken an immense toll on me. I am an empty man now. The walking dead. Dead man walking. I'm on borrowed time already. I don't live, I just stagger around as a walking husk. 20 years on this earth with no female affection and its somehow my fault. No, there is no point in trying if you're fully blackpilled. You'd know you're better off just roping instead of wasting your time. Tired of people regurgitating the notion that you need to try first or you're volcel or some other low IQ niggerbrain take. I'm fucking drowning

better than being a low iq nigger stuck in the lower realms