@TooSomething @Darth Aquarius @Yabadadabadoo @Fed_911 @Fantasea @Izayacel @VersoffenerAssi @bimmercel who might be interested in it.
Over half a year ago I made a thread about this:
incels.is
I am still unable to fathom it. I have been thinking about this story for quite some time. For everyone who did not read it. This happened back then in elementary school on a 2 week school trip. The story went like this. We were a group of three classmates, just sitting on a bench. A Turkish boy, a German boy and me, another German boy. It was hot, so we were just hanging out, sitting on the bench. When all of the sudden, two German girls approached the Turkish boy. They started to talk to him. I do not even remember what they said but I remember, that their whole bodies were moving while talking to him. I was basically just watching it, as well as the other classmate. We basically did not exist for the two German girls. It was just like a movie, that unfolds right in front of your eyes. It was a bad type of romance movie, that I would usually skip, but in this case, it happened right in front of me. In this moment, it was surreal. Even now thinking about it, it is surreal. Back then, I was unable to process of what happened. I was and I am still, unable to fathom it, unable to grasp it.
I basically did not exist for the two German girls. It really was like watching a movie. A story, established from the very existence in this point of time for me to witness it. A moment, unvarying, that was constructed this very way, purposefully so, for I, who should receive, to watch it. It was like I was a secondary character, not even that, it was like, I was not a character at all. I asked myself, if that really happened. Why did they approach him and not me? I was jealous. Deep inside, I wished, that they would have approached me. I basically zoned out, disassociated from this world and entered liminality. But even before that, I was aware of that. This world was always surreal to me. Like I was only watching it. At a point, none of my memories seem to be mine or real. At some point of time, my memories consists of me playing Warcraft or World of Warcraft.
But even when playing, I was reminded of it:
incels.is
I have never been approached. I am not good looking enough and my penis is small. Even back then, I was aware of that. So, even when I was very young I tried to gain attention by doing stunts and in general crazy movements in sports. This was also me overcompensating. I was often even bleeding in sport class. Dodging balls with crazy stunts. Doing tricks and having style. I did that because I wanted attention. I tried really hard, harder than anyone else. To be fair, I only got pointed out once, that they should watch me. But this should to be expected for me putting up a show for everyone to watch. I would often bleed in sport class and I was always doing stunts and I would always do tricks. I did everything with style.
But I also got negative attention in highschool. A female classmate told me to stop showing off, despite the fact, that nobody was around. She was just walking by. We were playing football with a team of 2v2.
I was just thinking about this today and I wanted to make a thread about it. I also posted the threads for the full stories, specially the first thread.
Over half a year ago I made a thread about this:
Something that happened in elementary school during a 14-days school trip - Germancels get in here
As I said, I would make a thread about it and quote you @TheJester I will also quote you @Darth Aries Perhaps you are interested in my story. This happened back in elementary school, to be more specific during the school trip. We were all pretty young back then, therefore innocent and also...
incels.is
I am still unable to fathom it. I have been thinking about this story for quite some time. For everyone who did not read it. This happened back then in elementary school on a 2 week school trip. The story went like this. We were a group of three classmates, just sitting on a bench. A Turkish boy, a German boy and me, another German boy. It was hot, so we were just hanging out, sitting on the bench. When all of the sudden, two German girls approached the Turkish boy. They started to talk to him. I do not even remember what they said but I remember, that their whole bodies were moving while talking to him. I was basically just watching it, as well as the other classmate. We basically did not exist for the two German girls. It was just like a movie, that unfolds right in front of your eyes. It was a bad type of romance movie, that I would usually skip, but in this case, it happened right in front of me. In this moment, it was surreal. Even now thinking about it, it is surreal. Back then, I was unable to process of what happened. I was and I am still, unable to fathom it, unable to grasp it.
I basically did not exist for the two German girls. It really was like watching a movie. A story, established from the very existence in this point of time for me to witness it. A moment, unvarying, that was constructed this very way, purposefully so, for I, who should receive, to watch it. It was like I was a secondary character, not even that, it was like, I was not a character at all. I asked myself, if that really happened. Why did they approach him and not me? I was jealous. Deep inside, I wished, that they would have approached me. I basically zoned out, disassociated from this world and entered liminality. But even before that, I was aware of that. This world was always surreal to me. Like I was only watching it. At a point, none of my memories seem to be mine or real. At some point of time, my memories consists of me playing Warcraft or World of Warcraft.
But even when playing, I was reminded of it:
Something that happened way back then when I was playing Warcraft - I am still unable to fathom that people fuck - Another story time
People who might read another story based on my last thread. This time it is not that much too read: @Grodd @TheJester @TooSomething @turbocuckcel_7000 @bimmercel @DarkStar @Castaway @Mistake @KING VON @AtrociousCitizen @CHOoseWisely123 @VersoffenerAssi @ULTRAMAN @Spooky_Heejin It is time for...
incels.is
I have never been approached. I am not good looking enough and my penis is small. Even back then, I was aware of that. So, even when I was very young I tried to gain attention by doing stunts and in general crazy movements in sports. This was also me overcompensating. I was often even bleeding in sport class. Dodging balls with crazy stunts. Doing tricks and having style. I did that because I wanted attention. I tried really hard, harder than anyone else. To be fair, I only got pointed out once, that they should watch me. But this should to be expected for me putting up a show for everyone to watch. I would often bleed in sport class and I was always doing stunts and I would always do tricks. I did everything with style.
But I also got negative attention in highschool. A female classmate told me to stop showing off, despite the fact, that nobody was around. She was just walking by. We were playing football with a team of 2v2.
I was just thinking about this today and I wanted to make a thread about it. I also posted the threads for the full stories, specially the first thread.
