Venting I am starting to develop deep anger issues.

[caineturbat2003]

So basically I've started to become hyper aware of every little mistake normies make, every bs or minor inconvenience a normie does, I get a jolt of extreme anger. Not just any type of anger, but a big one. One that would rival even a person with the bipolar disorder. Back then when I wasn't so BPed about normie nature, I would tolerate all the BS. Now even a small mistake would spiral me into a roller coaster of rage towards the normcattle. The first spike, I can control it pretty fine, I've developed this ability to control my outbursts, but if normies feel like themselves today and they keep pushing my buttons, I feel like going ER on them. Holy shit they are so lucky guns are illegal in Romania. (in minecraft )

I guess this sudden mood swings can be attributed to the fact that I get daily doses of BP about the normie nature and the disparity of our current situation. This site, plus my past interactions with normies, plus all the cuckery I was exposed to by normfags on the internet and also the recent romanian election where it exposed the pathetic conformist nature of normaloids, I've started to form some sort of deep resentment towards normies.

I wasn't like this before, infact I was pretty calm as a person. I hate the current state that I am, do you guys also go through this?

Spoiler: niggas

@stalkerKiller @NeverEvenBegan @Based NaziCel @Stupid Clown @NIGGER BOJANGLES @DarkStar @The Scarlet Prince @wereq @AtrociousCitizen @Flagellum_Dei @Dr. Autismo @GeckoBus @Scatius Deletus @SyrianSchizoSage @ThisSongGoesVerHard @WorthlessSlavicShit @twisted @MisanthropicMemes @Mecoja @manletcel1488 @SuperKanga.Belgrade @La Grande *Infamie* @Koomersarj @Rapistcel

 

[Ibrahim997]

Therapy.is

 

[stalkerKiller]

Holy shit they are so lucky guns are illegal in Romania

I mean..... Who cares about the law ? If you have friends in Moldova then they know about the gun smuggling that is going on there. If you know the right people you could get a rifle for 500€.

I have learned to control my outbursts by punishing myself physically for any such outbursts. By that I mean hitting myself, cutting, pinching, scratching, pulling of hair etc.

It worked for me. And now I am the calmest person ever. Learn to hide your power level. Nothing good will come out of you having fits of rage.

 

[GrandWizard_137]

You need to channel that rage by paying an escort to let you rape her. I find jerking off to relieve stress and tension so I bet raping a foid would be pretty good

 

[curryboy420]

I mean..... Who cares about the law ? If you have friends in Moldova then they know about the gun smuggling that is going on there. If you know the right people you could get a rifle for 500€.

I have learned to control my outbursts by punishing myself physically for any such outbursts. By that I mean hitting myself, cutting, pinching, scratching, pulling of hair etc.

It worked for me. And now I am the calmest person ever. Learn to hide your power level. Nothing good will come out of you having fits of rage.

I want ak47 in Moldova can you get with 660 rounds of ammo

 

[exposesociety]

Normies deserve our anger

 

[wereq]

When nature is against you, everything feels wrong and irritating.

 

[fullofchagrin]

So basically I've started to become hyper aware of every little mistake normies make, every bs or minor inconvenience a normie does, I get a jolt of extreme anger. Not just any type of anger, but a big one. One that would rival even a person with the bipolar disorder. Back then when I wasn't so BPed about normie nature, I would tolerate all the BS. Now even a small mistake would spiral me into a roller coaster of rage towards the normcattle. The first spike, I can control it pretty fine, I've developed this ability to control my outbursts, but if normies feel like themselves today and they keep pushing my buttons, I feel like going ER on them. Holy shit they are so lucky guns are illegal in Romania. (in minecraft )

I guess this sudden mood swings can be attributed to the fact that I get daily doses of BP about the normie nature and the disparity of our current situation. This site, plus my past interactions with normies, plus all the cuckery I was exposed to by normfags on the internet and also the recent romanian election where it exposed the pathetic conformist nature of normaloids, I've started to form some sort of deep resentment towards normies.

I wasn't like this before, infact I was pretty calm as a person. I hate the current state that I am, do you guys also go through this?

Spoiler: niggas

@stalkerKiller @NeverEvenBegan @Based NaziCel @Stupid Clown @NIGGER BOJANGLES @DarkStar @The Scarlet Prince @wereq @AtrociousCitizen @Flagellum_Dei @Dr. Autismo @GeckoBus @Scatius Deletus @SyrianSchizoSage @ThisSongGoesVerHard @WorthlessSlavicShit @twisted @MisanthropicMemes @Mecoja @manletcel1488 @SuperKanga.Belgrade @La Grande *Infamie* @Koomersarj @Rapistcel

Before I joined .is (just half a year ago) I used to argue with misogynists online that women have it harder than men and you can't hit them back if they hit you. Now I want all women to die

 

[stalkerKiller]

I want ak47 in Moldova can you get with 660 rounds of ammo

Don't know about AKs but hunting rifles are like 500 bucks. Probably more expensive, fresh from Ukraine.

 

[Drekavac]

When nature is against you, everything feels wrong and irritating.

 

[reveries]

It will ease with time. It's just those initial first stages of anger that naturally comes from acquiring actual deep understanding of how pathetic most people are. Especially if you were bluepilled growing up

 

[Scatius Deletus]

I get those too

 

[poorenglishcel]

Avoiding normies outside and online can help maybe idk.

 

[Based NaziCel]

With regards to guns, I hate so much how cucked is our country compared to other balkan countries

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Yeah, that's pretty relatable. I used to just ignore it, cope with vidya or distractions, but now everything feels like a personal insult.

 

[joaquin_guzman]

You need to channel that rage by paying an escort to let you rape her. I find jerking off to relieve stress and tension so I bet raping a foid would be pretty good

It is not as amazing as you think, fucking your hand is often better ime, and I have fucked many gigastacy whores (it is cheap and legal in Greece)

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Normies are the reason we are enslaved. If they weren't so spineless life would be better for everyone.

 

[caineturbat2003]

Yeah, that's pretty relatable. I used to just ignore it, cope with vidya or distractions, but now everything feels like a personal insult.

Yes, with recently finding out that filelist was shut down (I haven't used that site for over a year so I wasn't aware the owner gave up and shut it down), my headphones working like shit and making my gaming experience unbearable and also with obnoxious normies everywhere I feel like I am in a sick looney tunes episode where every punchline is getting fucked over even by the smallest things in my life. And it doesn't fucking help that my mother is a retard that can't read the room and the fact that I am in a bad mood and she has to push my buttons even further. Fuck my life.

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

So basically I've started to become hyper aware of every little mistake normies make, every bs or minor inconvenience a normie does, I get a jolt of extreme anger. Not just any type of anger, but a big one. One that would rival even a person with the bipolar disorder. Back then when I wasn't so BPed about normie nature, I would tolerate all the BS. Now even a small mistake would spiral me into a roller coaster of rage towards the normcattle. The first spike, I can control it pretty fine, I've developed this ability to control my outbursts, but if normies feel like themselves today and they keep pushing my buttons, I feel like going ER on them. Holy shit they are so lucky guns are illegal in Romania. (in minecraft )

I guess this sudden mood swings can be attributed to the fact that I get daily doses of BP about the normie nature and the disparity of our current situation. This site, plus my past interactions with normies, plus all the cuckery I was exposed to by normfags on the internet and also the recent romanian election where it exposed the pathetic conformist nature of normaloids, I've started to form some sort of deep resentment towards normies.

I wasn't like this before, infact I was pretty calm as a person. I hate the current state that I am, do you guys also go through this?

Spoiler: niggas

@stalkerKiller @NeverEvenBegan @Based NaziCel @Stupid Clown @NIGGER BOJANGLES @DarkStar @The Scarlet Prince @wereq @AtrociousCitizen @Flagellum_Dei @Dr. Autismo @GeckoBus @Scatius Deletus @SyrianSchizoSage @ThisSongGoesVerHard @WorthlessSlavicShit @twisted @MisanthropicMemes @Mecoja @manletcel1488 @SuperKanga.Belgrade @La Grande *Infamie* @Koomersarj @Rapistcel

I stopped going outside so I don't experience this shit anymore.
Honestly I reached a point where I don't care about anything anymore take the apathypill and NEETpill

 

[Mecoja]

Normies are extreme jerks, now wonder they piss you off.

 

[Izayacel]

Normies are the reason we are enslaved. If they weren't so spineless life would be better for everyone.

Humans arent Harmonic " . Overthrow and Shit on Others or Get Left to Dust "

 

[caineturbat2003]

Normies are extreme jerks, now wonder they piss you off.

and they are so subtle about it and are great professionalists at gaslighting you

 

[Stupid Clown]

I've always been ahead of others when it comes to predicting outcomes. I'll try to warn them what they'll do will have negative consequences but they ignore me. The key is to just stop caring. Let the normies destroy themselves with ignorance

 

[Mecoja]

and they are so subtle about it and are great professionalists at gaslighting you

They are sleazy, always trying to put you down and provoke you and hide it as a "joke"

 

[caineturbat2003]

I'll try to warn them what they'll do will have negative consequences but they ignore me.

Holy shit I relate this. Even with my father he was like I am too extremist and a couple days later he's like "maybe my son has a point" jfl

 

[Stupid Clown]

Holy shit I relate this. Even with my father he was like I am too extremist and a couple days later he's like "maybe my son has a point" jfl

At least your father gives you credit.

 

[caineturbat2003]

At least your father gives you credit.

Nah he didn't say it to my face, I had to eavesdrop the conversation.

 

[Stupid Clown]

Nah he didn't say it to my face, I had to eavesdrop the conversation.

Jfl. What was it about?

 

[manletcel1488]

I have mild anger. The main thing is don't chimp and if you do don't stick around to talk to cops or anything just leave. It likely won't get you in trouble as long as you use common sense.
I don't express anger unless people start pressing me about stupid shit, otherwise I try to just mind my business and ignore what normies do.

 

[caineturbat2003]

Jfl. What was it about?

About how peaceful protests don't solve any jack shit or make any progress with our current situation. Violent rioting is what makes these cocksuckers from the goyvernment piss their pants.

For context this was about the romanian election back in december. @stalkerKiller

 

[manletcel1488]

Helps if you can get a job where you don't have to be around people as much too.

 

[stalkerKiller]

With regards to guns, I hate so much how cucked is our country compared to other balkan countries

Brother, there are N gun smugglers here. Every peasant owns a gun, they just don't say it out in the open. Serbia, Ukraine these are all countries that smuggle guns into our country and then into the EU. It is not so hard to get a gun if you have connections. How do you think that all of these gypsies get guns?

 

[Jud Pottah]

If its not the former, it will be an INSIDE WAR with yourself. And this i understand very well when confronted with Silence.

 

[caineturbat2003]

If its not the former, it will be an INSIDE WAR with yourself. And this i understand very well when confronted with Silence.

Yes, the brutal part is that you have to fight your own mental wars in silence. Normies won't understand or relate to even 1% of what I have to go through daily because of my OCD and inceldom. They'll treat them as a joke.

No therapy for your height and face I suppose

 

[Jud Pottah]

Yes, the brutal part is that you have to fight your own mental wars in silence. Normies won't understand or relate to even 1% of what I have to go through daily because of my OCD and inceldom. They'll treat them as a joke.

No therapy for your height and face I suppose

Yeah man when its impossible to countain, i just walk in circles in my backyard in the hopes that i might calm down. Then, i return to my hole again and pick something to amuse the brain. like my Hecking vidya games

But i can never "feel" distracted anymore.

 

[caineturbat2003]

Yeah man when its impossible to countain, i just walk in circles in my backyard in the hopes that i might calm down. Then, i return to my hole again and pick something to amuse the brain. like my Hecking vidya games

But i can never "feel" distracted anymore.

For me I cope with walking aimlessly in the mall. It may sound strange to some of you, but it's a great cope for me since unfortunately I was born with a disability and I was deprived of any free movement all my childhood. Moving freely through the mall without needing the assistance of my parents really puts my mind at peace. While I move, I enter in some sort of dissociative state and try to "fix" whatever damage my OCD did this time to my mind. And to be frank, it works really well compared to doing damage control to my mind while LDARing in my bedroom.

 

[Jud Pottah]

For me I cope with walking aimlessly in the mall. It may sound strange to some of you, but it's a great cope for me since unfortunately I was born with a disability and I was deprived of any free movement all my childhood. Moving freely through the mall without needing the assistance of my parents really puts my mind at peace. While I move, I enter in some sort of dissociative state and try to "fix" whatever damage my OCD did this time to my mind. And to be frank, it works really well compared to doing damage control to my mind while LDARing in my bedroom.

Well whatever helps friend! it is what it is

 

[caineturbat2003]

Well whatever helps friend! it is what it is

Yup, well said

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I wasn't like this before, infact I was pretty calm as a person. I hate the current state that I am, do you guys also go through this?

Yes. I go through periods of depression or rage.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Yes. I go through periods of depression or rage.

Mostly rage.