Fight_back
Nature created hate for a reason
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- Feb 23, 2021
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God I sometimes realize I can't even blame women for not wanting me, I'm so un-masculine...
Grew up a nerd, not doing sports, not socializing enough with other boys, not talking about girls. I was severely retarded in the girls department.
Now the result is me. Mid-twenties, 5'8, skinny fat, an abnormally high pitched voice for a guy (think of a boy whose voice is halfway-through voice change, so not a child voice but not a post-puberty one either), and for whatever reason I have much less body strength than my peers. I realized this last month when trying to do push-ups and pull-ups with them, I was the only one unable to do a single pull up.
Even one overweight guy, but with muscles, mogged me by doing several. I've not been working out for years but I don't think any of those guys have worked out consistently either. I'm just a weakling, a half-finished man.
Even my head proportions look somewhat closer to those of a child, very round with chubby cheeks, and abnormally big compared to the rest of my body. I also have a rather weak frame.
Other than that, I'm relatively hairy, which perfects the joke
I don't know what kind of godforsaken pubertal development trouble I had, but I'm almost sure there must be something. There's too many hints that something went wrong.
Grew up a nerd, not doing sports, not socializing enough with other boys, not talking about girls. I was severely retarded in the girls department.
Now the result is me. Mid-twenties, 5'8, skinny fat, an abnormally high pitched voice for a guy (think of a boy whose voice is halfway-through voice change, so not a child voice but not a post-puberty one either), and for whatever reason I have much less body strength than my peers. I realized this last month when trying to do push-ups and pull-ups with them, I was the only one unable to do a single pull up.
Even one overweight guy, but with muscles, mogged me by doing several. I've not been working out for years but I don't think any of those guys have worked out consistently either. I'm just a weakling, a half-finished man.
Even my head proportions look somewhat closer to those of a child, very round with chubby cheeks, and abnormally big compared to the rest of my body. I also have a rather weak frame.
Other than that, I'm relatively hairy, which perfects the joke
I don't know what kind of godforsaken pubertal development trouble I had, but I'm almost sure there must be something. There's too many hints that something went wrong.