That's when I realised people become worse versions of themselves after they loose their "v-card". It's my batman origin story. It made me wanna never do it. I'm not an incel, it's a choice. I try to avoid lurid places that could give me bad ideas, like bars or gyms. I am not sure of my sexuality so I can't really go to non-mixed gyms either. I set my YouTube account to Kid so that it doesn't show me erotic videos. It can feel a bit lonely sometimes, but when the tentation is too strong I try to think about all my friends that stopped doing what they loved after finding someone to have sex with — playing MtG, roleplaying... all they think about now is their hedonistic lifestyle.
