Robb97
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Recently I had a psychotic break where I went through hell. It was drug-induced, but once that happens, the risk of developing schizophrenia is really high.
I'm scared of going back there. I am scared of losing my brain and being trapped not only in this truecel body but also trapped with a brain that doesn't work anymore. That won't even let me kill myself because I'll be too retarded to do it.
I'm scared of having my head curb stomped by a group of teenagers who don't like my face and waking up having lost my sanity. Unable to end it, so I'll have to suffer for decades to come. Normies don't want the best for me, they simply don't care at all. Which is scary when I'm unable to look after myself.
I have faith in God, I hope he will look after me. And my body will die eventually. I just hope normies won't turn me into a sick experiment to see how long they can keep me alive.
I'm scared of going back there. I am scared of losing my brain and being trapped not only in this truecel body but also trapped with a brain that doesn't work anymore. That won't even let me kill myself because I'll be too retarded to do it.
I'm scared of having my head curb stomped by a group of teenagers who don't like my face and waking up having lost my sanity. Unable to end it, so I'll have to suffer for decades to come. Normies don't want the best for me, they simply don't care at all. Which is scary when I'm unable to look after myself.
I have faith in God, I hope he will look after me. And my body will die eventually. I just hope normies won't turn me into a sick experiment to see how long they can keep me alive.