I am slowly dying in silence

[total disgrace 21]

In the last few years, i‘ve become more and more isolated from society and today i am sitting alone in my apartment, talking to myself, because no one else is around.
I've always had a hard time connecting with other people.
I don't fit anywhere.
Even my own relatives avoid me, don't invite me, friends are always busy, but have time for others.
Women don’t want to mate with me.
My problem is not that i am isolated from society, but that others are not.
As i slowly die inside, i know that my fellow people are currently fucking their wives or having fun with their friends.
I don’t want them to be happy, while i’m not.

I am only 21 years old, but i have never felt truly alive.

I feel like, it’s my destiny to live as a hermit.

 

[Mecoja]

I feel you, i wish i could make a cabin in some forest and forget that other people exist.

 

[Deleted member 17245]

I know you.

 

[BlackPilledNeet]

I don't fit anywhere.

Same but now idc. The majority of people are brainwashed sheeps anyway.

 

[Odium]

Its fucking over for lonelycels tbh.
I feel that hard

 

[Deleted member 17245]

 

[OwlGod]

we all die alone

 

[RandomGuy]

i wish i could make a cabin in some forest and forget that other people exist.

 

[Mecoja]

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Run for the hills

 

[ControlledInsanity]

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Seriously true. Do not depend on other people for anything. You will always 100% of the time get fucked over by it eventually.

 

[Deleted member 19858]

crazy shit

 

[InMyCellInHell]

In the last few years, i‘ve become more and more isolated from society and today i am sitting alone in my apartment, talking to myself, because no one else is around.
I've always had a hard time connecting with other people.
I don't fit anywhere.
Even my own relatives avoid me, don't invite me, friends are always busy, but have time for others.
Women don’t want to mate with me.
My problem is not that i am isolated from society, but that others are not.
As i slowly die inside, i know that my fellow people are currently fucking their wives or having fun with their friends.
I don’t want them to be happy, while i’m not.

I am only 21 years old, but i have never felt truly alive.

I feel like, it’s my destiny to live as a hermit.

I cope as a 30-something with this by just remembering how much people shit on me when I tried to talk to them in person. I'll just join random chatrooms about topics I like and chat with people from arms length on the Internet - just like this forum here.

 

[Hobo Cel]

In the last few years, i‘ve become more and more isolated from society and today i am sitting alone in my apartment, talking to myself, because no one else is around.
I've always had a hard time connecting with other people.
I don't fit anywhere.
Even my own relatives avoid me, don't invite me, friends are always busy, but have time for others.
Women don’t want to mate with me.
My problem is not that i am isolated from society, but that others are not.
As i slowly die inside, i know that my fellow people are currently fucking their wives or having fun with their friends.
I don’t want them to be happy, while i’m not.

I am only 21 years old, but i have never felt truly alive.

I feel like, it’s my destiny to live as a hermit.

Wow.

You're not alone.

Reach out for help, someone to talk to.

 

[Shower_Taker]

Same OP, very relatable tbh. If it’s any consolation, I think my most bitter years were from 21-25. It doesn’t get easier afterwards but you may not feel as intensely as in your early 20s.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

That's brutal

 

[Izayacel]

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Where Is the audio From?

 

[Hikikomori_cel]

I feel you, Being lonely is the worst fate possible

 

[Deleted member 17245]

Where Is the audio From?

Henry Rollins

 

[Lycan]

being lonely just crushes your soul. i don't even cry about it anymore i just lay there feeling like death

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[JayGoptri]

Same OP, very relatable tbh. If it’s any consolation, I think my most bitter years were from 21-25. It doesn’t get easier afterwards but you may not feel as intensely as in your early 20s.

Very true !

In the last few years, i‘ve become more and more isolated from society and today i am sitting alone in my apartment, talking to myself, because no one else is around.
I've always had a hard time connecting with other people.
I don't fit anywhere.
Even my own relatives avoid me, don't invite me, friends are always busy, but have time for others.
Women don’t want to mate with me.
My problem is not that i am isolated from society, but that others are not.
As i slowly die inside, i know that my fellow people are currently fucking their wives or having fun with their friends.
I don’t want them to be happy, while i’m not.

I am only 21 years old, but i have never felt truly alive.

I feel like, it’s my destiny to live as a hermit.

We are all (many of us) living as hermits also brother.

 

[nice_try]

Why is OP banned, his post was very relateable

 

[Incline]

In the last few years, i‘ve become more and more isolated from society and today i am sitting alone in my apartment, talking to myself, because no one else is around.
I've always had a hard time connecting with other people.
I don't fit anywhere.
Even my own relatives avoid me, don't invite me, friends are always busy, but have time for others.
Women don’t want to mate with me.
My problem is not that i am isolated from society, but that others are not.
As i slowly die inside, i know that my fellow people are currently fucking their wives or having fun with their friends.
I don’t want them to be happy, while i’m not.

I am only 21 years old, but i have never felt truly alive.

I feel like, it’s my destiny to live as a hermit.

First time?

I have been talking to myself for like 5 years lol kek

You'll get used to it brocel

 

[JayGoptri]

First time?

I have been talking to myself for like 5 years lol kek

You'll get used to it brocel

"Its alright if you talk to yourself....

It's not alright if someone talks back..."

Old doctor's joke.

First time?

I have been talking to myself for like 5 years lol kek

You'll get used to it brocel

For people who have to sort out a lot of thoughts and are serious thinkers, talking to oneself is very normal. Only Normie dumbass simps don't talk out to themselves when alone...

 

[Rotmwrt]

Women don’t want to mate with me.

 

[Solitude138]

Same OP, very relatable tbh. If it’s any consolation, I think my most bitter years were from 21-25. It doesn’t get easier afterwards but you may not feel as intensely as in your early 20s.

Same for me and also agree, you get used to it over time and you suffer less, but the pain remains constant...

 

[iamsubhuman]

Why is OP banned, his post was very relateable

https://incels.is/threads/yet-another-infiltrator-spotted.329529/

 

[nice_try]

https://incels.is/threads/yet-another-infiltrator-spotted.329529/

Damn you can't trust anyone anymore