I am living hell inside my own mind

[patheticmanletcel]

I have obsessive intrusive thoughts about how subhuman and hopeless i am the whole day, i literally cannot stop thinking about it no matter what, i cant study i cant play games i cant watch movies because i am being tortured mentally 24/7, i feel like im literally already in hell spiritually, suicide is literally my only way out of hell

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

i only enjoy stuff anymore when i'm high/stoned

 

[Deleted member 33778]

Sorry to hear. Your mind can be your own worst enemy.

 

[Kamikaze]

Try to be less critical towards yourself. Its not your fault that you were born this way.

Are there any things about your appearnce that could be fixed via a surgery or something?
Any features that particurally crush you?

 

[Deleted member 33450]

i only enjoy stuff anymore when i'm high/stoned

 

[spr33]

I feel you brocel. Things can get really, really hard. Hope you get better.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

I have obsessive intrusive thoughts about how subhuman and hopeless i am the whole day, i literally cannot stop thinking about it no matter what, i cant study i cant play games i cant watch movies because i am being tortured mentally 24/7, i feel like im literally already in hell spiritually, suicide is literally my only way out of hell

I was just like you before getting to know shiva ded srs ngl. Transcend this illusionary world with meditation on shiva with his mantras, buddy boyo.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I'm sorry you're suffering horribly from being so ugly that no one wants you. It's over for you.

 

[Deleted member 14218]

start writing down ur thoughts that is a huge relief and start talking to your self, imagine people and scenarios. I have been in that hell before i know the pain and torture that it gives but follow my advice. Also try xanax, diazepam or bromazapam(lexilium) from meds or try smoking weed or drinking beer.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I have obsessive intrusive thoughts about how subhuman and hopeless i am the whole day, i literally cannot stop thinking about it no matter what, i cant study i cant play games i cant watch movies because i am being tortured mentally 24/7, i feel like im literally already in hell spiritually, suicide is literally my only way out of hell

Stop thinking you're subhuman when we exist in this clown world. You have a soul, those money-hungry automations do not.

 

[patheticmanletcel]

I'm sorry you're suffering horribly from being so ugly that no one wants you. It's over for you.

Never began

 

[Cope_Time]

I know how it feels, play games or watch videos, keep your mind busy.

 

[FlamingCel]

Fast and pray the hell away

 

[Saigon Depression]

Fast and pray the hell away

Have you always been so into this religious thing?

 

[Deleted member 33897]

I have obsessive intrusive thoughts about how subhuman and hopeless i am the whole day, i literally cannot stop thinking about it no matter what, i cant study i cant play games i cant watch movies because i am being tortured mentally 24/7, i feel like im literally already in hell spiritually, suicide is literally my only way out of hell

I'm so sorry for you. It must be complicated. Don't be so critical of yourself, life is about more than getting someone, even though I understand how much it hurts. Ascend, and stop summarizing you and your life based on your appearance. If you want to talk I'll be here

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

I have obsessive intrusive thoughts about how subhuman and hopeless i am the whole day, i literally cannot stop thinking about it no matter what, i cant study i cant play games i cant watch movies because i am being tortured mentally 24/7, i feel like im literally already in hell spiritually, suicide is literally my only way out of hell

I am the same.

 

[FlamingCel]

Have you always been so into this religious thing?

Since 2019